Magic Monday
Jun. 7th, 2020 11:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

I have made my ceremonies; the crisis
comes. None may reproduce, no water flow,
until the sword is from its sheath pulled.
Only I, the medicine-man Gawain, instructing
at midnight Galahad, the pure one of
spring -- only I can save you, faithless
with the fallen leaf. I prove to you,
O my dead people, once again that
I alone am your strength.
In the first ray beating touching on the centre altar-stone
to the eye prepared at vigil-end, the vessel of the sun,
cup and heart, to Galahad.
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(no subject)
Date: 2020-06-08 09:51 am (UTC)an odd question, and I’d entirely understand if you felt there was nothing useful you could say in response.
You have suggested journaling number of times on your site, and it’s an idea that I’ve frequently come across in the past. But I have an almost pathological aversion to doing it, or indeed to writing anything personal which could, theoretically, one day be discovered by someone. As far as I remember I’ve had this feeling all my life, and it doesn’t have any particular origin in personal events or circumstances. I’ve written millions of words professionally, but virtually nothing about myself. In almost thirty years of Internet presence, I have systematically chosen usernames, passwords and email addresses which reveal as little as possible: alphanumerics, nonsense words or names in foreign languages (I went through a period of using names of angels). I subscribe to almost everything on the Internet under a series of assumed names, and in general try to use fictitious names or personal details when I can in everyday life. I never enter written questions when consulting the I Ching, for example, and I seldom make written notes on anything if I can avoid it. I’m nervous about having physical copies of books on magic (including yours) or acquiring any of the materials for magical workings. (Coincidentally or not, having steered clear of magic all my life, since starting the SoP last year I have had a series of injuries to different parts of the right-hand side of my body). I should add that all this isn’t shyness: I have been on stage, and I frequently do lecturing. I’m much happier to talk about personal things than I am to leave any tangible trace of them. This is, of course, an anonymous post.
Meditating on this, it’s clear that I have a real fear of some force that is tracking me, but it doesn’t seem related to any actual event in my life. The I Ching (which recommended that I ask you this question) doesn’t seem to have any more idea than me what this is about, but encourages me to wait calmly for the situation to resolve itself.
I have always thought that this is just one of those irritating little foibles that we all have. But since discovering your work I have started to wonder if there’s a dimension I am missing. I’m well aware of cultures where names are powerful, and concealing one’s name is a form of protection. I’m also well aware of various direct correspondences between the Internet and the spirit world.
Does any of this mean anything to you?
Thanks.
(no subject)
Date: 2020-06-08 05:46 pm (UTC)It generally takes years of practice before past life memories begin to surface, and it's unwise to force them. In the meantime, do you think it would be possible to cooperate with your need for secrecy and still do some aspects of the work. For example, you could do some journaling on flammable paper, then burn the paper to ashes and flush the ashes down the toilet.
(no subject)
Date: 2020-06-08 05:53 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2020-06-08 07:41 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2020-06-08 06:41 pm (UTC)And for some strange reason I always try and plan out my actions (no matter how mundane and inconsequential) through an OPSEC lens. So maybe I was also a spy/agent in a past life?
Also, do weird phobias sometimes have a past-life origin? For example, since I was young I've had a very irrational fear of flying, stinging insects, even if they're a safe distance from me. (SOP/banishings seems to have mitigated this to some degree over the past year)
(no subject)
Date: 2020-06-08 07:42 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2020-06-08 08:01 pm (UTC)2) Is the large number of spies over the last century or so a Pluto thing?
(no subject)
Date: 2020-06-08 08:56 pm (UTC)But astrologically speaking, yes, it may well have been a Pluto thing. Watch to see if espionage agencies begin to contract and lose funding in the years ahead.