The Return of Magic Monday
Feb. 2nd, 2020 11:15 pm
It's getting on for midnight, I'm back from my January hiatus, and so it's time for a new Magic Monday. As I was getting kind of low on poster children for the occult tradition, I've decided on something new: the most important classic books in Western occult literature, in my not entirely humble opinion, one at a time and in no particular order. We'll begin with the book that kickstarted the modern magical revival, The Doctrine and Ritual of High Magic by Eliphas Levi, originally published in 1855. This was the book that reintroduced magic to Western intellectual culture as a philosophically rich and intellectually coherent practice, and it has had a massive influence on occult philosophy and practice all over the Western world ever since its publication. (Yes, there's an older translation by Arthur Edward Waite, titled Transcendental Magic, but it's incomplete and not always accurate. Mark Mikituk and I did this new translation precisely because the Waite version was so bad.)
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Date: 2020-02-03 04:56 am (UTC)A while ago you have written in "The Changeover of the Gods" that many Christians don't get results for their prayer, because God has removed even further from the human realm. At the same time, there are many Christians who still get results for prayer. How does that fit together, since a god presumably cannot be present and be too far removed at the same time?
When a group or a country has finished working through its collective karma, how does that express itself in regard to what happens to the country or the group, resp. on the material plane?
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Date: 2020-02-03 05:04 am (UTC)2) There are two factors at work. First of all, people vary in their sensitivity to the divine and their ability to pray, in the same way that a good radio can still pick up a fading signal when a cheap radio hears only static. Second, I'm far from sure that everyone who prays to the Christian god is actually praying to the same being. If, as Jesus said, "By their fruits ye shall know them," the fruits are far too diverse to be coming from the same tree...
3) You're always creating more collective karma, so when one set is worked out, you can get going on the next. With any luck, if you've learned a lesson or two, the new set will be beneficial rather than painful.
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Date: 2020-02-03 05:26 am (UTC)Welcome back! I’m excited for the return of Magic Monday... even when I don’t have a question of my own, I always learn a ton from reading the conversations.
Last magic Monday (all those ages ago...) someone had mentioned feeling drawn more to pornography after studying the gwersi in the OBOD course, and if I recall correctly he was the second person to say so. I wanted to chime in because, well, I’ve experienced the opposite: as I’ve gone deeper into the OBOD bardic grade, my pornography consumption is way down. I’m not only able to resist the temptation more often, I experience the temptation itself much less and enjoy it far less when I do give in. I think it’s fair to say that as I’ve progressed in the course I’ve begun to lose the taste for it.
I just wanted to chime in with another data point, lest anyone think that increased desire for pornography is a universal experience with the newer OBOD course... Not sure what the magical explanation for either phenomena might be...
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Date: 2020-02-03 05:44 am (UTC)could you say somehing about the confluence of the spirit world and (very vivid) dreams?
I‘ve been daily practicing your christian banishing ritual since you posted it in late November or December, I think.
In the first half of January I had a dream that felt very real about three grey-faced hags that seemed to ignore me at first, but then tried to grab me when I made an attempt to walk past them. They felt malicious and extremely evil.
My instant reaction was to rattle down the banishing, which made them disappear.
I know that you generally don‘t like to interpret dreams, but could it be that these beings where more than some random neurons firing? It felt all very meaningful to me at the time.
Thank you.
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Date: 2020-02-03 05:48 am (UTC)With regard to your dream, some people experience the astral plane -- which is part of the spirit world -- in their dreams. Other people dream symbolic dreams, which have hidden meanings (think of Joseph interpreting Pharaoh's dream about fat cows and thin cows.) In either case, it's not just neurons firing. You may have had an actual encounter with malign beings on the astral; alternatively, the dream may have been trying to communicate to you that doing the banishing will protect you against three dangers. You might consider praying and then meditating on the dream, and seeing if any meaning presents itself.
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From:Maybe strange question...
Date: 2020-02-03 06:00 am (UTC)I’m a longtime reader of your blogs (Report and Ecosophia) as well as some fiction and nonfiction books. I’ve always been agnostic with respect to occult matters, just as with religion. I figure maybe it exists and maybe it doesn’t, but either way I’m not much interested.
However, after reading about the fapping question you talked about a few weeks ago, something occurred to me, and it seems so reasonable, so obvious, so *true* that I feel like I can’t have been the first person to think of/see this. Is there a word for this idea, a body of writing about it?
I feel like there is an ethereal entity (for lack of a better word) on some non-here plane, that is separate from me but intimately tied to or associated with me and only me. It possesses no cognition or will or memory—just pure life force, which it lends to me. Meanwhile, my actions also affect it on some level. I envision something like a candle flame, and my actions make it dimmer or brighter, or change its color. These changes then affect me in turn.
This could be a soul, although it feels more like a companion with a symbiotic relationship than a soul, which should be part of (all of?) me. Perhaps this is a mechanism for reincarnation: my body and personality die, but this entity goes on, maybe imprinted with memories and maybe not. That makes it a soul, though, and that doesn’t feel like what I’m talking about.
The thing I get stuck on is its relationship to me. It’s reflective of me but not me per se. It nourishes me and somehow enables my existence, and my actions affect it back. We are distinct from but not independent of each other.
What is this thing, and is there more writing about it I could delve into? I have no idea where to even begin looking. Thanks.
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Date: 2020-02-03 06:08 am (UTC)Re: Maybe strange question...
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Date: 2020-02-03 06:12 am (UTC)An interesting reflection from over the break: at least for me, there was a distinct similarity in sensation between browsing porn and browsing TVTropes and to a lesser extent other Wikis (and possibly social media in general). I'd describe it as roughly "must see the next shiny thing"; at first I thought there might be a distinction with porn going "have you checked me lately?", but on second thought I'm not sure there's actually a difference between that and the drive to check your email/social media sites/article sites for the day!
You've commented before on suspecting demonic influence in the Internet more broadly; one or both of getting trapped in TVTropes/checking social media being obsession-related would fit with that.
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Date: 2020-02-03 06:13 am (UTC)Are there any esoteric practices I should be looking into to get things to flourish, any books you could recommend?
On an entirely different topic, the star Betelgeuse (right shoulder of Orion) may be about to go supernova, it’s dimmed visibly in the last few weeks - a known precursor. Is there any mundane astrological significance to events of this nature?
Andy
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Date: 2020-02-03 07:02 am (UTC)2) A chart for the beginning of the visible nova has roughly the same importance in mundane astrology as a comet chart -- if it happens, I'll certainly cast and interpret it. Novas are traditionally malefic indications, so the chart will predict what sort of unwelcome event will happen as an echo of the event.
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From:Novice questions
Date: 2020-02-03 06:45 am (UTC)Please forgive me if this post is quite long... However, I think that your answers will be short so I hope it's not too much of a liberty! This has been building up for weeks.
For different reasons, all the 3 groups of ritual magic practices you provide study and instruction materials for appeal to me. I've been wavering for several weeks about which way I will go. The Hermetic Golden Dawn tradition is calling most to me. However, it's also the tradition that is least 'neutral' to me, so to speak. I was raised in Roman Catholicism, in Scotland and Ireland, but it's something that I rejected in my late teens and I am neither a Catholic nor a Christian now. I have not been a fan of Catholicism for some time. Whenever I've had to endure a mass (such as for a funeral), I've bristled at some of the stuff being communicated (we're all sinners etc.). That being said, my antipathy towards the RC church is probably not as acrimonious as it once was - I realise that there are, even now, many good people practicing spirituality and communion with the divine within that church, and plenty of it is actually right and good, despite terrible historical and on-going actions of this particular church. The other thing too is that although there is crossover in symbolism and deity-like figures (forgive my vagueness but I'm only really getting started on this path), I have the sense to know that I'm approaching (or will be approaching) these from a new and entirely different viewpoint. And perhaps this sounds egotistical, but I feel like I've managed to appreciate the good of the religion/spiritual tradition i was raised with (the appreciation of beauty, the power of prayer and ritual and tradition, the humility, the awe of the mystery of the divine), whilst being able to reject the 'bad' stuff. I don't practice anymore but I recognise that it wasn't all bad and some was actually quite powerful and beautiful. Given all this, do you think that I would be safe enough to work with the Golden Dawn tradition, replete as it is with Judeo-Christian symbolism? Would you recommend I do something to perhaps clean out or nullify any latent misgivings I have or may have about the general concept of Judeo-Christian worship?
My second concern is that, from a combination of my own observances and understandings of others' religious experiences, plus reading what you and others have written, I suspect that I will find out that I'm a 'polytheist'. But despite that, there is a pull towards the Golden Dawn tradition more that the Druidic traditions. As such, is it foolish to go down that path? This question and response you once gave on a Magic Monday ( https://ecosophia.dreamwidth.org/72089.html?thread=6371993#cmt6371993 ) says that the Qabbalistic Tree of Life is compatible with polytheism. However, is practicing magic in a Golden Dawn tradition, as outlined in "Paths of Wisdom", also compatible with polytheism? I mean a sort of belief in polytheism, rather than polytheistic practices.
I have a copy of your "Paths of Wisdom" book and "Circles of Power" is slowly making its way to me in the post. I bought these before I saw that your "Learning Ritual Magic" book existed. I'm happy with what I'm reading in "Paths to Wisdom" and it seems to me that the basics of what a novice mage needs are clearly laid out within. I feel like I can go ahead with this - would you agree?
For future reference, is it better to buy books from you on Amazon? I generally avoid Amazon as much as possible but I noticed that you are the listed seller on Amazon, so I'm thinking that perhaps you get a larger cut of the proceeds if I buy from you on Amazon, as opposed to other online sellers (e.g. I bought "Paths..." on Indigo).
Finally, a question re. proper or wise motivation for taking up magic. There are several strong pulls for me - one is the focus on self-awareness and the discipline and practices needed to achieve such. Second is that it speaks to me more than other esoteric or 'self-knowledge' and growth practices I've lingered around (mainly Buddhism, Yoga and some 'New Agey' practices). But thirdly, there is enormous curiosity. I know you've warned before that 'proving to oneself that magic exists' is not a good reason to take up ritual magic. I've no doubt (for several reasons) that magic does 'exist'. But is curiosity ok? I would like to emphasize that it's curiosity combined with a sincere desire to gain greater understanding of self, of reality and to evolve as a being - it's not a curiosity of "oh let's do this for 'sugar' and giggles", so to speak. And also there has been a spiritual pull towards connecting with the divine and looking beyond the mundane my whole life, but I've never found a satisfactory way of working with that tendency. I've a strong feeling that magic can be the vehicle. But I'd be lying if I said that curiosity and wonder aren't also motivating factors in taking up magic as a means to those ends, rather than, say, an Eastern spiritual tradition. "Paths to Wisdom" is simply more exciting to me than the copy of "The Three Pillars of Zen" that I bought 8 months ago. So is it ok that 'curiosity' is an important part of the matrix of motivations that draw me towards magic?
- Cathal.
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Date: 2020-02-03 07:08 am (UTC)Amazon pays the least to publishers and authors of any of the big online sources. If you can order directly from the publisher, that's actually best.
As for curiosity and wonder, it's purely a Catholic notion that there's anything wrong with those. Hermeticists and Druids are fine with them.
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From:Sphere of Protection
Date: 2020-02-03 07:09 am (UTC)Thank you in advance for all your time and efforts.
This is Black Tuna and Hand.
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Date: 2020-02-03 07:00 pm (UTC)2) Don't tinker with a ritual until you've done it as given extensively -- for example, daily for a year -- and understand it well enough that you know what you're doing. It's very common for people these days to want to change everything around to suit themselves, but the old parable of the Zen master and the teacup comes to mind: doing that is a very good way to avoid learning anything genuinely new...
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Date: 2020-02-03 07:33 am (UTC)After 18 years in a marriage which really had been failed from the outset, I have emerged from denial, cowardice really, and told my wife I seek a divorce.
I happen to fit the description of Asperger’s syndrome, which I endorse. My wife, “Kim”, often reminds me of this and cites it as a major cause of her suffering, not that she wants divorce, quite the opposite. Our dysfunctional dynamic, in terms of the Eric Berne system of Transactional Analysis (i.e. the ego states of Inner ‘Child’, Inner ‘Adult’, and Inner ‘Parent’…), frequently plays out with me in the dysfunctional ‘Child’ state; anxious, conflict-avoidant and on the defensive, and her in the dysfunctional ‘Parent’ state; angry, judgmental, scolding, controlling, and unpredictable. Every negative thing we experience she weaves into a narrative about her victimhood, with me in the role of victimizer. She even often portrays herself as victim of our 2 daughters (9 and 16), such as when one speaks abusively to her, she’ll tell ME how hurt, devastated and demoralized she is. An example: while holiday shopping last December, our younger daughter was repeatedly rude to her, and Kim turns to me all hang-dog, expecting sympathy saying, “I’m sure having a wonderful holiday, aren’t I?”. I replied, with rare frankness, “If you want to play victim, one excuse is as good as another”. Then she lit into me about how unsupportive and callous I was. Me: “But this problem really isn’t about you”. She responded, indignantly, with a series of intrusive questions about my mental state, and repeatedly asked “What do you mean ‘about me’? ” On another occasion, we were walking about town, and Kim says she’s hungry, so I spontaneously reach into my coat pocket and offer her my chocolate bar. She lashes back at me enraged: “You know I HATE chocolate. You must really not care about me all if you don’t know that. How can you really love me if you don’t know something so basic about me that I’ve told you about a MILLION TIMES!!! F**K YOU!!!” This is followed by an interrogation as to how and why I might have forgotten, and grave conclusions about my character.
She has multiple chemical sensitivities, can’t tolerate perfume, artificially scented soap, the outgassing of new buildings or new household goods, so we usually buy floor models. The EMF from her iPhone burned her hands, so she ordered a model that emits less. Once she became so angry at me, she acted out by violently thrashing about on the bed, like a fish landed on deck, and she pulled a muscle, making her moan and cry, then she became even more angry at me for not being supportive and sympathetic. Have you heard the fairy tale about the princess who is so delicate she can’t sleep atop a stack of 7 mattresses if there is even one pea at the bottom? Kim makes her look like a stoic.
At least 2/3s of our interactions are negative if not toxic. She is daily admonishing, correcting, criticizing me. When I say something she doesn’t like, or more often, fail to say what she would like, she will literally coach me with correct lines as if in theater rehersal. Every other encounter prompts her to mention how I fail to fulfill her expectations in one way or another. Her questions are typically past-oriented “Did you…”, with a feel of interrogation under a klieg light, and often intrusively about underlying emotional/mental states. Her voice inflection frequently has a sing-song affectation as if she performing were on stage in high-school theater, and at times I have an unsettling sense that she is only performing. Our daughters notice these speech/language patterns too, and often call her on it, but to no avail. She replies “That’s who I am.” She often examines and criticizes my reading material and then criticizes me for reading it (including your other blog, and she doesn’t seem to know about this one). BTW JMG, did you know that you are an extremist right wing bigot? And her friends all agree.
She doesn’t drive out of personal preference, so I’m the family chauffeur. I am the sole breadwinner. Her custom humanities BA confers no marketable skills. She has not worked since before our 16-year old daughter was born, though she is now on a 10+ year plan to become clergy and hospital chaplain. She has so far completed 6 years of her education and training, and has an estimated 5 more to go before she becomes credentialed and employable in her new profession. She is 51 years old, and our 16 year-old daughter is embittered that her mother’s educational expenses and lack of income are depriving her of funds that rightfully should be for HER education.
My wife and I had a bitter argument last October. She is a true-blue SJW and Feminist, and had been castigating me for avowedly being neither, and she again chose to “Share my Feelings”, as she puts it, about Feminism. But to me, her imperative, uncompromising wording and scolding tone amounted to a non-negotiable demand that I become a Feminist, explicitly including becoming an activist myself. I refused outright, and she mounted a full court press demanding reasons for my refusal. Of course I knew she was treating our argument as a tacit negotiation, and would counter with some canned talking points that obviously would refute the validity of my refusal. I refused to play that game, and told her the conversation was finished. She said “That’s stonewalling! Stonewalling is abusive! Marriage is all about communication. Don’t you dare turn your back on your own wife when she is trying to communicate to you.” After repeated attempts to disengage, I snarled at her “Get your g*d d****d jaws off my ankle” (invoking the image of a pit-bull), to which she responded with the righteous fury of a True Victim of sexist abuse, proving her original point.
After that fight, something changed. I admitted to myself that our marriage had failed irretrievably. I felt at one time, that I had been working to build a successful union with conscious, good-faith effort, just the way, I imagined, that arranged marriages must surely be built. But such effort never did, and never can, produce that result for us. Over time it morphed into pretending and denial. I was shocked that I had not really admitted it to myself until now; I wondered why and how I did this, and explored my memories of the emotions which arise when I think of Kim, and I realized that apprehension, even dread, were always in the background. Always. And shame. Those emotions in turn forcefully reminded me of my early childhood. They had sucked the life out of me, crippled my Will (which I wrote about on this blog a year or so ago), and made a coward out of me. The only way I can keep those emotions from being elicited by Kim is to fully disengage from her. It took several months for me to gather enough courage to declare the marriage over.
What happened next was that she guilt-tripped me for having ruined her life, for “deceiving” her all the years I supposedly loved her, making her the victim of unrequited love, and depriving her of the career she would have had if I hadn’t “deceived” her, and now with a divorce she will have to withdraw from her chaplaincy program, robbing her of a career again! Other times she just sobs. For the past 3 weeks she is on her best behavior, being pleasant, agreeable and personable with only sparse, restrained appearances of her scolding, intrusive, accusatory persona. She did at one point ask me to move out the house (No), then asked me to move out of the bed-room (done, no need to have asked). She asked me to spend at least 2 or 3 evenings per week out of the house, and not eat at the table, because it breaks her heart to see me in the house, but also asks me to act normally around her, and not be avoidant. She has threatened to call my Freemason lodge brothers (I recently joined and am now initiated) and report me as morally corrupt to get me expelled. She accused me once inappropriately touching our oldest daughter 12 years ago (false), but lately she has turned off all the negative stuff. Allways, she is pleading/pressuring me to not divorce. At first, she would talk at me 20 minutes non-stop, with me facing away, she making a case obviously intended to elicit guilt “…for what you are about to do me and our daughters… You don’t have to do this… I still love you…All my friends agree with me…”. I learned to be silent, even though that still elicits the “stonewalling” and “abuse” charges, which I’ve learned are specific crimes of sexist men, and she gave me a book on why and how men should and can be feminists. Though this past 2 weeks, she has become circumspect and conversational in her entreaties.
Now for the occult-related question: I feel I’m being mind-fracked and almost fighting for my life. Kim’s goal seems to be to retain control over me, with us staying married whether I love her or not. Failing that, I wonder if she wants to destroy me. She has employed misrepresentation of the past, then gas-lights me when I disagree with or don’t remember her version, as well as guilt-tripping, unpredictability, volatility, emotional intimidation, coercion and blackmail. This seems worse than just a bad break-up. I feel that I’ve grabbed a demon by its forked tail, and malignant and powerful one. I fear that I’m vulnerable. I secretly practice a daily banishing ritual with the middle pillar exercise, and usually recite an Orphic Hymn appropriate for the day (though lately I’ve flagged in my practice I think from the stress). I secretly pray to a number of Helenistic deities. I practice affirmations (which somehow don’t seem pertinent). What else do you suggest?
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Date: 2020-02-03 06:41 pm (UTC)Of course I'm basing this on a lot of assumptions that I can't really know about your ex, but your description of her behaviors sound so similar to my ex's (right down to "All my friends think..." because other people's opinions are so very very important to a narcissist) that I wanted to share that and also to let you know that I see what she has done to you. I hope you are able to get away safely. Emotional abuse is so insidious because it eats you away from the inside until you don't know which way is up. I'm glad you're finding your compass.
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From:Inappropriate death
Date: 2020-02-03 07:49 am (UTC)Is this true of all deaths that come about out of synch with somebodies higher self. For example enough bad energy resulting in an incorrectly landed murder, or perhaps large events to a populance. I'm leaping now to an assumption that perhaps this is behind the practice of ritual sacrifices which would perhaps then link the soul to a deity and strengthen that deities influence within the astral and thus earth.
I ask out of observation of something that happened to a dear pet (he always seemed highly evolved to my perhaps biased outlook) of mine after some serious ill will, we were sure we would have him for a very long time, and he seems to have remained with us on an astral level.
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Date: 2020-02-03 07:15 pm (UTC)the naked hermit
Date: 2020-02-03 08:40 am (UTC)recently I read the book "the naked hermit" by Nick Mayhew-Smith, in it he proposes (among other things) that the central theological peculiarity of the early Celtic Church lay in their interpretation of the beginning of Genesis where God gives 'dominion' over all animals to Adam and Eve.
According to Mayhew-Smith the theologians (in his example Bede Venerabilis) felt, first of all that the 'dominon' was lost in the fall of man, secondly that Bede chose to interpret 'dominion' as a state of balance between man and nature.
Some quotes:(Mayhew-Smith 2019, 41-42)
(Mayhew-Smith 2019,45-46)
(Mayhew-Smith 2019,46)
This interpretation of scripture seems to have been more common in the earlier Church but got steamrolled later by the highly anthropocentric form of Christian theology preached by St. Augustine.
Mayhew-Smith's book has some very interesting things to say (especially chapter 2: "Celtic nature theology") but also contains a fair amount of not-so-interesting filler. I'd recommend getting it via interlibrary loan rather than buying it outright if someone is interested. One could also check out Bede Venerabilis and St. Ambrose of Milan.
What do you think, would this be a workable stepping stone for people interested in fusing Christianity and Druidry?
Good to have you back!
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Date: 2020-02-03 08:46 am (UTC)There is a confusing pile of literature on lucid dreaming and its relation to out-of-body experiences (OBEs). Materialist writers say that OBE is a special case of lucid dreaming, while some occultist writers suggest lucid dreaming as a stepping stone for OBEs. What is your opinion about the relation of lucid dreaming to astral practices (like astral projection, scrying, pathworking etc.)?
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Date: 2020-02-03 08:48 am (UTC)Is it possible to observe the shape and trajectory of subatomic particles by using clairvoyance?
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Date: 2020-02-03 05:29 pm (UTC)Tripp
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Date: 2020-02-03 08:56 am (UTC)When you invoke similar type of deities from different traditions (let's say goddess of earth from Celtic polytheism and another goddess of earth from Greek polytheism), do they respond to you similarly? I'm asking this because I wonder if these deities are entirely separate entities, or there is a single archetypal deity (a single archetypal "goddess of earth" for the example above) wearing different personified masks for different cultures. (Or maybe these "deities" might be daimons which are working as intermediaries for a single archetypal deity.)
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Date: 2020-02-03 09:16 am (UTC)I hope you had a great break, and you managed to finish all the projects you intended to work on!
In the interim, I spent time reviewing the DMH exercises and fine-tuning the SOP (with great results) and went down a rabbit-hole of readings related to Carl Jung. Among other books, I re-read Steppenwolf by Hesse, a book-length interview with Marie-Louise von Franz about Jungian psychology and dream interpretation (by Francis Boa), and an essay you wrote in the AODA journal about the connections between Jungian psychology and the SOP. All very fascinating! Reading von Franz in particular was eye-opening, when you say that Jung was an occultist in a psychologist's clothing, I now see what you mean!
1. Do you have any advice about coming to terms with one's fears? This month, I realized how much influence fear has had over me, and so I journalled and meditated on it, and then started doing the SOP to invoke courage and banish fear in each element. I thought that my fears came mainly from social anxiety, but delving into it made me realize it went deeper: at heart it's fear of irrelevancy and ageing. And even deeper, it may even be fear of choice, of actually being free to make choices every moment. Part of the answer seems to be intentionality: if I focus on my fears, I will continue to have them, but I don't think that's the whole picture.
2. Related to that: I know that magic and psychology are not the same thing but sometimes walk arm-in-arm, but is there anything with magic that relates to the midlife crisis?
3. Since starting the book about Jung and dreams, I've had quite a few. Even closing my eyes for a few minutes often results in dreams. Yesterday during meditation, as I tried to concentrate on the theme, my mind suddenly switched to an image of a woman then an elderly bearded man, neither of whom I recognized. Later on, I closed my eyes for a second or two and instantly another face popped involuntarily into my mind's eye. What might be happening there - why I am getting these images? Have I psyched myself into dreaming now that I've read about dreams?
4. Once I've recorded a few more dreams, is it wise to meditate on them to interpret them myself? In the book, von Franz is emphatic that only external parties should interpret one's dreams because only another can be objective.
5. In the DMH, you wrote about intentionality, and on not focusing on the lack of something, because it will reinforce the lack. In the section on magical symbolism, you wrote that the role of symbols is to help avoid concentrating on emotionally charged imagery and slip into the dangers of focusing on the lack of something (wanting, not having). During an SOP when banishing specific qualities, I presume that one shouldn't therefore focus on the emotionally charged imagery and imagine it being sucked away into whatever element I'm on, and instead just say the words and imagine that quality being swept away in the abstract? For example, if for Fire I banish a lot of parental injunctions which have led to a lack of self-confidence, I should not try to conjure up those memories and then banish them, because the emotional charge might disrupt the working?
I'm very grateful, as always!
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Date: 2020-02-03 07:55 pm (UTC)1) Meditation and journaling are the way I dealt with mine. There may be some other approaches out there that work, but those are the ones I know.
2) The midlife crisis is the point at which you complete the process of being born and begin the process of dying. That sounds harsh, doesn't it? But the point is that the first half of your life is spent working your way into incarnation and gathering experiences, and the second half is spent processing those experiences, making sense of your life and yourself, and preparing for the end of incarnation and the transition to the afterlife state. It's very common for people to get depressed at the changeover, and though this is unfashionable to say, that's not necessarily a bad thing -- it's worth spending some time mourning for the things you've lost and the dreams you know you won't achieve. The important thing is not to get stuck in the grief; once you've done your mourning, you can pick yourself up, decide what you're going to do with the life you have before you, and go do something magnificent.
3) That's very common. You'll find that if you keep reading Jung, your dreams will also become increasingly Jungian. The subconscious is very suggestible, and responds promptly to this sort of thing by playing along!
4) Remember that von Franz was trying to sell her services and those of other Jungian shrinks. Of course you can meditate on them yourself; that's the classic way in occultism to deal with dreams.
5) Yes, exactly.
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Date: 2020-02-03 09:52 am (UTC)I just bought the Encyclopedia of Natural Magic to complement my CGD studies and would now like to begin experimenting with fluid condensers. However, since I know nothing about the potency ranges of homeopathic substances, I'm unsure which kind of aurum chloratum I should purchase for an eyebath for developing clairvoyance: the Austrian seller whose products
I've been perusing lists the following potency ranges for liquid aurum chloratum: D (10-200), C (5-200), LM (1-120) and Q (1-30). Are you able to say how they correspond to the 1x, 2x and 3x potencies you mention in this context? (And is there a difference between the European and US formats in this regard?)
Thanks so much again!
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Date: 2020-02-03 09:56 am (UTC)In it I was sick and broke and I had lost my job and I had no choice but to move back in with my elderly mother. She had recently moved to a place that was very cheap - because there had been two lots of murders committed there decades apart, and it had been empty for years. Neither my mother or I are the most robust of people, so not the best specimens to be living in a place with bad vibes like this. She is an atheist and doesn't believe in ghosts but is pretty senstitive emotionally and physically.
In a cupboard there was even a picture of the last person who was killed in the house, with a yellowing newspaper cutting, and it was gruesome. The woman had been a devout Christian and the murderer had tortured her for days and eventually crucified her.
So not only are there a heck of a lot of bad vibes, there was this Christian dimension too. In the dream I was getting increasingly worried that it would be impossible to get better in this place, I couldn't afford anywhere else without a job, wasn't well enough to spend much time away from home and I was feeling like the house would drag us both down with it. I felt like daily banishing rituals couldn't possibly be enough.
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Date: 2020-02-03 08:20 pm (UTC)The ones I've used came from a craft store; they're white, about 8 inches tall and just under an inch across, with a flame-shaped light bulb on top. If you can find those, you can use those for every magical purpose; be sure to stock up on batteries, though, so you can replace them quickly if one of the candles begins to dim in the middle of a working.
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Date: 2020-02-03 10:37 am (UTC)I have two question of an astrological nature, if I might...
1. When two planets are in a an aspect relationship, are both planets influencing each other equally or are we talking of one planet mainly influencing the other? And if the last, how do you tell which planet is the 'Aspecter': Is it the one closest to Earth or the one farthest?
2. When a sign is ruled by more than one planet (traditional and modern) Do we take both planets' influences in consideration or focus in just one? My AC is in Scorpio so I'm not sure if my chart ruler should be Pluto, Mars or both...
Many thanks for this and for keeping Magic Mondays rolling again, oh, and belated Happy Imbolc!
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Date: 2020-02-03 08:26 pm (UTC)2) I assign two signs to each of the inner planets (Mercury, Venus, and Mars) and one to each luminary and outer planet (Sun, Moon, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune). Minor bodies such as Pluto and Ceres have their own equivalent of rulerships, of course -- Pluto is strong in Scorpio and weak in Taurus, just as Ceres is strong in Virgo and weak in Pisces -- but I don't assign actual rulerships to them. So as I would read it, Mars is the ruler of your chart.
Politics
Date: 2020-02-03 10:54 am (UTC)Speaking of which:
In Levi’s book it says occult practitioners should not get involved with politics. Obviously Eliphas had some issues with the law before beginning his studies, but in your case much of your writing takes a firm stance on some political issues and yet you seem to be a perfectly functional and highly productive mage.
Obviously there is a line somewhere between sharing opinions and insight vs spending all day wallowing in the kind of hardcore nastiness that could easily send the unitiniated down the wrong path. I am asking as a writer and someone involved in organized labor as well as other groups who are against constitutional infringement.
Thanks!
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Date: 2020-02-03 10:07 pm (UTC)To some extent, I think Levi was reflecting on his own experience; before he met Wronski, his occult teacher, and got into occultism, he was very active in radical politics and did two stints in jail for writing subversive literature. Going whole hog into politics, or occultism for that matter, leaves only so much room for the other: that's the point I think he was trying to make.
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Date: 2020-02-03 11:12 am (UTC)Please disregard the earlier query if possible!
Geomancy question: Will she be my lover again?
I class this as 7th House because I want to have a long term relationship with her, not just a short-term one.
Four Mothers:
Carcer, Albus, Puella, Puella
I met a girl, we bonded really well over a short period of time, she's my favourite girl I ever met from a dating app. But due to a few issues, it seems she doesn't want to see me again.
She follows modern astrology, and she feels like my Mars in Sag doesn't mesh well with her Mars in Virgo in terms of passion and sex, and also secondarily, my Mercury in Sag vs her Mercury in Capricorn indicates we have communication difficulties. Otherwise, our planets seem very compatible and our personalities and interests likewise.
1st - Carcer. Fits my current state quite well honestly.
7th- Fortuna Major
There is perfection by mutation from the 2nd to the 6th. 3, 4, 5 are all Puella, which is interesting.
I recently spent a substantial amount of money (2nd) on astrological talismans (6th as "other people's magic"), they'll be arriving soon, so I suspect that could be the 2nd-6th link.
The Reconciler is also Fortuna Major, the figure of the quesited. So in the end, whatever happens, it will be fortunate I guess.
I would read this as saying that I have a chance of seeing her again, perhaps mediated by the power of the talismans?
Re: Geomancy question (will I reunite with a lover?)
Date: 2020-02-03 08:29 pm (UTC)Welcome back, teacher! We missed you...
Date: 2020-02-03 11:39 am (UTC)Turns out I wasn't doing the Middle Pillar quite like you recommend, so I altered it to the original form and benefitted immediately...down there. Then I cast a geomantic house chart about whether the improper MPE I'd been doing was damaging my etheric body, represented in the Yesod sphere. The answer came back very clearly YES. So I now view the corrected MPE to be something akin to medicine every time I practice it. And, with one episode of physical imbalance on Imbolc aside, things seem to be steadily improving in the Yesod department for a change. Happy for that, believe me...
One of the only things I've gotten any relief from through all this has been regular dunks below the waist in a cold stream (the effect of cold showers didn't seem to be as robust). Lately I've taken to doing my creek dunks completely naked from the waist down, which has helped even more. Time before last I started vibrating the trad GD name of power for Yesod while I'm submerged. Figured I'd add the violet sphere visualization next time (it's a fairly breathtaking 30 seconds or so and my brain isn't always on top of its game!).
But I do wonder, is it safe to invoke in an unbanished space like this? Does the cold rushing water cleanse the space on its own? This has been quite the learning experience!
Many thanks,
Tripp
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