Open (More or Less) Post on Covid 139

[ecosophia]

We are now in the third year of these open posts. As the phrase "died suddenly" repeats in the mass media like a mantra, statistics for work days lost to illness and all-cause mortality mount up in heavily vaccinated nations, and more and more ugly facts about the official response to Covid spill out into public, we are entering what may well turn out to be the most difficult period of the Covid disaster -- the phase in which denial rises in lockstep with the death rate, and a great many people try not to admit what has been done to them by the people and institutions they trusted. It could get ugly, folks.

So it's time for another open post. The rules are the same as before: 

1. If you plan on parroting the party line of the medical industry and its paid shills, please go away. This is a place for people to talk openly, honestly, and freely about their concerns that the party line in question is dangerously flawed and that actions being pushed by the medical industry et al. are causing injury and death. It is not a place for you to dismiss those concerns. Anyone who wants to hear the official story and the arguments in favor of it can find those on hundreds of thousands of websites.

2. If you plan on insisting that the current situation is the result of a deliberate plot by some villainous group of people or other, please go away. There are tens of thousands of websites currently rehashing various conspiracy theories about the Covid-19 outbreak and the vaccines. This is not one of them. What we're exploring is the likelihood that what's going on is the product of the same arrogance, incompetence, and corruption that the medical industry and its tame politicians have displayed so abundantly in recent decades. That possibility deserves a space of its own for discussion, and that's what we're doing here. 
 
3. If you plan on using rent-a-troll derailing or disruption tactics, please go away. I'm quite familiar with the standard tactics used by troll farms to disrupt online forums, and am ready, willing, and able -- and in fact quite eager -- to ban people permanently for engaging in them here. Oh, and I also lurk on other Covid-19 vaccine skeptic blogs, so I'm likely to notice when the same posts are showing up on more than one venue. 

4. If you don't believe in treating people with common courtesy, please go away. I have, and enforce, a strict courtesy policy on my blogs and online forums, and this is no exception. The sort of schoolyard bullying that takes place on so many other internet forums will get you deleted and banned here. Also, please don't drag in current quarrels about sex, race, religions, etc. No, I don't care if you disagree with that: my journal, my rules. 

With that said, the floor is open for discussion.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

i'm bracketing this post with this question:

my question: if he's still nauseous when he comes home tomorrow, can you put medications like our ivermectin and fenben, rectally (as with a bulb), and have them absorb? does anyone know?

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so James is on hospice in the hospital while i get the house ready for the hospital bed.
they couldn't leave their hands off him, so while i got him to eat an entire 4-egg scramble with cheese, brussel sprouts, spinach and garlic on sunday, he was the next day distended from me feeding him when he's constipated.

they took the faster breathing as a sign of cancer pain so they started giving him morphine and then adavan and some other stuff. his brother and i say NOOOO! but they don't care. we had to spend hours begging for fluids but their "comfort care" has them withholding liquids while giving whatever drugs THEY ,the "experts," deem necessary.

y'all, this system is going DOWN.

so while a couple of us quietly thought he just looked like he was sleeping, they had to intervene so that he does seem as if he's dying. the morphine makes you nauseous so now he won't swallow, which conforms to their "he's dying! cannot swallow!" narrative, when the other nurses said he COULD SWALLOW and that's why they doubted the docs' idea of James' imminent demise.

so when the one nurse got a gold star for noticing him breathing heavier from what i insisted was constipation, they brushed that aside for HE'S NEAR DEATH! WITHIN HOURS!

so the apartment's not ready but i don't care. Mikey, his brother, and i are just about getting him HOME.

they have "tranqued" up James and now he's too nauseous and drugged up to care. they've stopped feeding him when i just fed him a huge Easter breakfast... THEY MAKE THEIR PREDICTIONS OF DEATH REAL!

and even Mikey now admits he thinks they keep messing with us (James has to leave NOW! or you pay $1000 a day! Medi-cal has run out!... or the next day NO Hurry! Relax.... then MUST LEAVE NOW!), and the doctors are like children. when they lie they say we were "mis-communicating."

i see how covid 19 debacle happened all over the place. they all consider each other well-respected "experts" (read: career networking) and they have no honor or think for themselves. they've taken the liberal do-good ideal and cracked its neck, leaving it to flail about in the corner.

thanks again for being a touchstone, all of you here, to Reality. i could not have navigated this insane medical hell without the tutoring/tutelage of many here.

and the thing is, they only know how to layer DRUGS. there's nothing about sleep, eating well...

OH! the nurse who liked me and told me they had "notes" on us all and i was the "non-committal girlfriend," she said they don't have full-fat milk for James because they're all about low-fat/no fat.

i asked WHY? when it's so much better tasting? she agreed... and then she leaned in closer to me and said, "the less fat you have the less likely it is to spoil."

meaning that it seems she's saying the medical industry advocates the low-fat/no-fat diet because it comports with their bottom LINE.

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my question: if he's still nauseous when he comes home tomorrow, can you put medications like our ivermectin and fenben, rectally (as with a bulb), and have them absorb? does anyone know?

i figured i'd ask here in case the lack of morphine doesn't fix the issue and i'd be ready to switch, because i wasn't able to get his secret medication inside of him today.

erika

[(Anonymous)]

Erika I've never been in the situatiion you're in and I respect how you are 'all in' with love and committment.
I have (and am) been a parent (lousy at times) and I do know exhaustion and care and devoted dedication.
What madness it seems you are up against i.e. the system.
Best,best, best wishes!

[scotlyn]

Erika, I don't know the answer to your question. I hope someone will chime in with one.

But I still have my thumb firmly stuck under (as in - bearing UP) the side of the scale you and James find yourselves on, with another thumb firmly bearing down on whatever forces are ranged against you in the other side of the scale.

May love and stubborn cussedness prevail.
Be well, stay free!

[(Anonymous)]

Thank you because they're going on with our eviction concurrently and I'm here waiting for James to be brought home,but am afraid to answer the door because once I'm legally served the clock starts.

They're doing this BECAUSE I'm distracted with James. Just when you think you're TOO cynical...ha!

They knock on my door at 530 am now instead of 730am.

Thanks for the thumb, dear Scotlyn!

X

[stubborn_ass]

FWIW, James being out of the hospital / hospice should be looked upon as a positive. While under your current stressed mental state, we've been taught to send our 'sick' folks to the hospital.. but in the current situation where shedding in highly-vexed areas are through the roof, it becomes a constant assault on his immune system.

I would strongly suggest that you do a mental reset for yourself first. I may not be able to lay out the sequence of thoughts in the right way, but please understand that no offence is meant, and I believe you are capable of the reset, and understand why it's necessary.

1 - In all the commentary here, elsewhere in the alt-space and online, has there been anyone who actually recovered from turbo-cancer using traditional chemo therapy? Really... it doesn't even slow it down. So doing even a bit of chemo, was a fear-induced reaction programmed into most people, urged on by oncologists and very likely made things a lot worse. What's done is done, the point is that we have to stop digging deeper holes for ourselves if we're trying to get back to ground level. Some of the modern diagnostic tests are very useful tools. But when you're able to reduce all the previous tumors using alternative supplements, putting him in the hospital setting and getting chemo was reversing all the good work. You can use the current medical system for where it can be beneficial to you... but really have to take ownership of your own ahd loved ones' health. Even for the diagnostic tests, you can figure out proxies on your own to guage how well your treatments are helping him... e.g. when my mother was deathly sick, she was puking out every meal. Soon it was 2 out of 3 meals.. then 1 out of 3 ... and eventually once a week etc. That's what I mean by using a real life proxy indicator to suss how out how things are going. In the old days, a good doctor would be asking a ton of questions and taking copious notes, to get a sense of how a treatment course is progressing. Now you have to do that on your own.

Know that now that you have his best interests at heart... if the treatments work, fantastic. But if the damage is too extensive to recover from, it's not on you. Understand that you're going to be making a good faith effort and it's what really matters. I fully accepted that my mother would not be able to make it through, and by refusing to send her to the hospital, when all the relatives were going after my wife and brother to put more pressure on me to do so, if my treatments failed, they would blame me. So be it. At least she would have a fighting chance with me.. . but zero with the system, which they didn't understand.

At this point... James is very weak. That means his ability to absorb and process any nutrients and supplements is also compromised. So there is no point in overloading his body by giving both vim and fenben. So pick one... as it stands, my observations is that vim works for 80% of cancers and fenben for the remaining 20%. You play the odds accordingly. When he gets better, giving both would then be a much more useful option.. but at this point, priotisation is much more critical. Also understand how they work... the destroyed cancer cells become waste products flooding the bloodstream, which the liver then needs time to clear. Aka make sure he stays properly hydrated, IV drips with Thiamine (B1) would be 1 reason why I would or want to put someone in a hospital setting if they were not eating or drinking properly. So do not stress out if you can't get the treatment supplementation into him everyday... his body will need time to clear things out too.

1 suggestion is that there's too many signs that his metabolic system has gone a bit haywire from the accumulated shedding exposure. The key way to reset that is using the nicotine patch, 7mg for 6 days. Unless he's somehow unfortunately allergic to nicotine (you can test with a much smaller patch first), this will turn on a lot of the metabolic systems that have been shut down via the spike exposure. This is critical as we need his immune and energy systems to be kickstarted back to life.

There are many fronts that can be fought, gotta pick the most important ones, which will then build bigger bridgeheads for additional supplementation later when he gets better and can handle more stuff. Step by step.

Hope that helps.

[(Anonymous)]

this was all very helpful. thank you very much. i have to re-read a few times. but yes... he's verrry damaged now. i'm horrified at what we've done and lost. i can't get him to swallow a thing yet. i'm spritzing water in his mouth. he's not used to morphine and pain killers and he sounds like he's got the death rattle in his breathing. so i'm sitting beside him turning him every couple of hours.

the sofa didn't dry after all and i fear may smell a tiny bit mouldy. i put the cushions on too fast.

i can't believe i can function still.

erika

[(Anonymous)]

I'm so sorry you and James are going through this-and send you blessings. I do believe in holding out hope to the very end, including the potential miracle of IV/Fen treatments, while also accepting that death could be near.

I took care of my father at home as he was dying. He had medication to help with swallowing/nausea but was essentially unconscious the last week (maybe that was the morphine). I used a small, wetted sponge every hour or so to keep his mouth moisturized-but not so much as to actually drink. Since he could not swallow, it could have gone into his lungs. I think singing softly nearby can help. They can feel our presence. The change in breathing was a clue that he was close with small, almost rhythmic "puffs" of air for the last hour or so. I sat quietly with him after the last breath, opened a window and lit a candle near it. I hope you have others nearby to help you and offer support. You are doing an amazing service to your beloved and demonstrating incredible character.

[scotlyn]

Sprinkle some bread soda (sodium bicarbonate) on the smelly upholstery - leave for an hour or two, then vacuum. (the original "Shake 'n' vac") I've used this trick to clear cat's pee smells from car upholstery, with good effect.

[(Anonymous)]

oh! okay. i'm sitting here wondering whether to vinegar it but i'll use that instead!
thank you, as always, dear Scotlyn.

x

[(Anonymous)]

Dear Erika:

I don’t know the answer to your question; I’m sorry. Maybe quietly ask a helpful nurse at the hospital? Dr Google?

I wish I could be of more help.

Blessings for you and James

[revert2mean]

Hi Erika,

I can't imagine how awful all this must be for you.

The answer to your question is yes, but it might be too much mucking around to be worth it. A few points:

(1) I can finally post under my real made-up name again (don't ask why I couldn't). National security and all that.

(2) As I think I've mentioned before, I'm in a facebook group called Fenbendazole - Cancer Support Group. There's a very helpful practitioner called Zahra Sita who posts on there all the time with lots of helpful information. According to her:

FENBEN SUPPOSITORY RECIPE:

This recipe must be followed as is - no substitutions for the type of fenbendazole will work. Fenben Pure powder from The Happy Healing Store, pure liquid DMSO and the other ingredients are all necessary for this to work properly.

This is an especially great way to administer fenbendazole for anyone with colon/rectal/anal/prostate, ovarian, cervical, endometrial, or vaginal cancers. It will get the Fenben localised to those areas, as well as get it circulating through the body.

This is also great for anyone having trouble keeping food down or who is too nauseous to eat.

Ultimately, anyone with any type of cancer can use the suppositories. It's just an alternative route for administering Fenben.

222mg Fenbendazole per suppository

Recipe makes 24

Ingredients:

1/4 cup coca butter
1/4 cup coconut oil
2 tablespoons Fenben Pure powder from The Happy Healing Store
2 teaspoons liquid DMSO

Directions:

Combine the cocoa butter and coconut oil in a small saucepan
Melt over medium heat and stir to combine
Turn off the heat source
Stir in the fenben powder
Allow to cool for five or more minutes
Add the DMSO and stir very well
Pour the suppository mixture into clean suppository moulds
Refrigerate the suppositories until they are firm.
Store in the refrigerator or freezer until ready to use.

I'm so sorry you're going through all this. I hope this is helpful.