i wasn't trying to be leo proud, although i wondered if that was so. i've NEVER liked to ask for anything. James and i were like that.
but upon thinking more, i realized i never go for "the money" because what i want is MORE. something no one thought of at first...something unusual or creative... like all i get HERE. really. all the words reminders and love are keeping me in THE GAME OF LIFE and there's no "go fund me" for THAT.
because with this i get here, i CAN come back out with something that i can EARN money over. ya dig? i've always been aware i get waaaay ahead of "the money" that way.
it's like trading. when you trade things over money, you usually (i and other friends have found) come out waaay ahead of what "the money" could purchase.
and i need a whole new LIFE.
i'm not even planning on selling anything big of James' but giving it away for the same spell i will cast. i feel gross counting and hoarding. it's not me although i know bills gots ta be paid!
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Date: 2024-04-09 06:53 am (UTC)but upon thinking more, i realized i never go for "the money" because what i want is MORE. something no one thought of at first...something unusual or creative... like all i get HERE. really. all the words reminders and love are keeping me in THE GAME OF LIFE and there's no "go fund me" for THAT.
because with this i get here, i CAN come back out with something that i can EARN money over. ya dig? i've always been aware i get waaaay ahead of "the money" that way.
it's like trading. when you trade things over money, you usually (i and other friends have found) come out waaay ahead of what "the money" could purchase.
and i need a whole new LIFE.
i'm not even planning on selling anything big of James' but giving it away for the same spell i will cast. i feel gross counting and hoarding. it's not me although i know bills gots ta be paid!
thank you, dear Scotlyn.
xxxxxx