A little story from the this stuff really works category. I wanted to move to a small isolated place in the country, ostensibly to get good at magic, whilst also farming. My partner moved with me as well. We survived out there through covid lockdowns, a collapse of revenue, a collapse in at least three of the organisations I worked for, and family drama around us that you wouldn't believe, plus the death of my mother during that time (followed by the subsequent deaths of three other family members, and severe illness in others). My business collapsed, leaving debt we could not shift. Those times led me to a nervous breakdown, an attack of severe proportions, thoughts I don't care to mention, but somehow I held strong.
I was practising, perhaps wrongly, the pentagram ritual outside, which could have disturbed the land energies, although I suspect there may have been a curse involved, such that anything the income from the place touched led to bad outcomes, even after leaving. I started to get a string of bad luck unlike never before, job issues, constant moving to a new job, a miscarriage, extreme morning sickness with my partner, touch and go birth of my daughter. Mental situation was such that I ceased practising, but I started to realise that if there was a curse or karma involved, the only way was to clear anything it touched.
I started to give away one by one any items that had been touched,if I sold anything I gave the money to charity, leaving only my car left. Eventually I had enough money to buy it back from the old business, and my patience and politeness with the tax department debt paid off - they agreed to wipe it (which is almost unheard of). One week later, I closed down all the old company accounts, and on that exact day, my car, which was caught up in the mess, was stolen, and burned out at the river. Pretty sad, but the timing is not coincidental - it's karmic conclusion.
Safe to say, after all that, job offers, income picked up, insurance paid out, and the mental disturbances all cleared up.
Hard to know what it was - probably a number of things under that cosmic eclipse that occurred - some self-inflicted (bad choices and honest mistakes), plus stuff done to me, but hell, if I hadn't had the background I've learned on here, there is literally no way I would have got through alive, let alone wiser. Yes, this stuff works, and even when it doesn't seem like its helping, it lets you get back up again.
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branchandroot
This stuff really works
Date: 2024-03-18 08:15 am (UTC)I was practising, perhaps wrongly, the pentagram ritual outside, which could have disturbed the land energies, although I suspect there may have been a curse involved, such that anything the income from the place touched led to bad outcomes, even after leaving. I started to get a string of bad luck unlike never before, job issues, constant moving to a new job, a miscarriage, extreme morning sickness with my partner, touch and go birth of my daughter. Mental situation was such that I ceased practising, but I started to realise that if there was a curse or karma involved, the only way was to clear anything it touched.
I started to give away one by one any items that had been touched,if I sold anything I gave the money to charity, leaving only my car left. Eventually I had enough money to buy it back from the old business, and my patience and politeness with the tax department debt paid off - they agreed to wipe it (which is almost unheard of). One week later, I closed down all the old company accounts, and on that exact day, my car, which was caught up in the mess, was stolen, and burned out at the river. Pretty sad, but the timing is not coincidental - it's karmic conclusion.
Safe to say, after all that, job offers, income picked up, insurance paid out, and the mental disturbances all cleared up.
Hard to know what it was - probably a number of things under that cosmic eclipse that occurred - some self-inflicted (bad choices and honest mistakes), plus stuff done to me, but hell, if I hadn't had the background I've learned on here, there is literally no way I would have got through alive, let alone wiser. Yes, this stuff works, and even when it doesn't seem like its helping, it lets you get back up again.
Thank you for what you have taught me.