Had a weird day recently. Various factors-- a recent eardrum rupture which makes me half deaf, plus raging tinnitus makes me feel like I'm walking around with my head in a bucket. Hard to connect with the world in the usual ways. Was also feeling weak/anemic due to "female complaints", and had a mild headache. In the morning, I took a couple of hours to pray, at church, since I couldn't really hear the services. One of the few things I can do effectively in such a lousy state ;) Prayed for a lot of people, one of them I have a close but neglected connection to-- I helped raise him as a child, but now we talk maybe once in a year or two. Within an hour of praying for him, he called me on the phone and made arrangements to visit us for Christmas (haven't seen him in several years). Later, crawling under my vehicle, I dropped a lot of dirt in my face to no good purpose-- didn't have the tools or the leverage to remove the filter I needed to change. Went inside to consult the internet and my sibling on the subject. After four videos on how to replace the part *on the wrong model of engine* I yelled "gah!" and banged a fist on the desk. Not *that* hard! The computer stopped. Froze up terminally. I picked up the phone next to me, to call sibling... and it had forgotten all my contacts. Blank page. Both devices were fine after a hard reset (yay turn-it-off, turn-it-back-on). Neither thing is totally unprecedented-- I have a sordid history with wristwatches, and the *last* time this person called me over a year ago, was after I had prayed for him very intently (I was worried about him). Just doesn't usually crop up around the same day, or happen with bouts of temper, and I can't help but feel it was connected to... feeling disconnected.
Does "feeling absent" from the material plane make you more solid on any other plane/s?
Absence/Presence?
Date: 2023-12-04 02:24 pm (UTC)Does "feeling absent" from the material plane make you more solid on any other plane/s?