Magic Monday
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The picture? I'm working my way through photos of my lineage, focusing on the teachers whose work has influenced me and the teachers who influenced them in turn. I'm currently tracing my Martinist lineage. That's rendered complex by the Martinist tradition that one does not name one's initiator, so we'll have to go back through less evasive routes. Last week's honoree, René Chambellant, became head of the Eglise Gnostique Universelle on the death of his teacher and consecrator, Constant Chevillon, whom I'm honoring this week. Martinist, Rosicrucian, Freemason, and Gnostic bishop, Chevillon was born in 1880, showed remarkable intellectual gifts in youth, but went to work in the banking industry while devoting his free time to occult and spiritual pursuits. He wrote seven books and many essays about Gnostic theology and practice, and his integrity and spiritual qualities won the respect not only of his fellow Gnostics but of Catholics and nonreligious people. In 1944, he and other leading citizens of Lyon were taken hostage by the Nazis in revenge for activities of the Resistance, and shot to death. He is considered a saint and martyr by most modern Gnostic churches; the day of his martyrdom, March 22, is his feast day.
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Date: 2023-06-20 01:12 am (UTC)First of all, though, a general remark. One esoteric author I think well of remarked that pain is as a sense, like the classic five senses (touch, taste, smell, hearing, sight). It gives people a crude (and useful) awareness of their surroundings, that's all. [Malidoma Somé, Ritual: Power, Healing and Community (1993), pp. 37-38.] Since it is a sense, its input can be thought about, worked with, and even tweaked, as one goes through one's life.
Now for a few personal examples:
#1: Trancing out to deal with pain.
At one point in my life, there was some reason to think I was allergic to novocaine. Eventually it turned out that IO did not have that allergy, but in the meantime I had to have a cavity filled. I had a sympathetic dentist at the time, and we planned that he would work slowly and use a low-speed drill, while I would trance out as he worked. It wasn't a picnic and I still felt what he was doing to the tooth, but it wasn't awful either, and we got the cavity drilled and filled.
Something similar happened later with another dentist, far less sympathetic: she didn't have time that day, she said, to wait for the novocaine to take effect. I tranced out much more deeply, and told her to call me back gently when she was done. She drilled and filled, and I felt almost nothing. But when she had finished, she brought me back by shaking me fairly roughly, which hurt almost as much as the drilling would have done. To this day I can't decide whether my trancing out so deeply had scared her, or whether she was something of a sadist -- or maybe both. In any case, I never went back to her.
#2: Deliberately using the placebo effect on oneself.
[The placebo effect is one of the odder and more powerful phenomena in nature, and shows the surprising extent to which thought can affect the body's functioning, including the operation of the senses.]
I had to have a very minor, but somewhat painful surgical procedure done on my face. The surgeon forbad me to take either aspirin or ibuprofen for, IIRC, as much as a week ahead of the surgery, but recommended tylenol instead. Tylenol, however, usually has no painkilling effect on me (I may lack the receptors for it). So I found a differently shaped, brightly colored form of tylenol for children in the drugstore, and I spent a week in advance "deliberately knowing" -- I don't know how to say it more clearly than that -- that those odd pills were a new, as yet unnamed powerful painkiller. On the day of the surgery, I took two of those pills in advance, and I felt no pain during the surgery.
Note. It used to be thought that placeboes only worked if the patient did not know he was taking a placebo. More recent medical research has shown that this is not so. (And my own experience shows that the patient can even activate the placebo effect for himself, without any participation by a physician. Incidentally, the placebo effect can account for the genuine effectiveness of a great deal of magic.)
#3: Changing the way I characterize my pain to myself.
For some four decades I have had chronic, fairly low full-body pain, probably an effect of a very stressful professional life in my university. On the recommendation of my PCP, I went to a pain managerment clinic, only to learn -- after several visits -- that they had no effective means of dealing full-body pain if it could not be centered to any specific site of the body where they could inject some medicine.
So, if I could not change the activity of the bodily sense that is called pain, I could at least change how I thought and talked about the pain to myself (and to others), and also how I reacted to it. So, first of all, I deliberately stopped characterizing my pain as any sort of "suffering." And second, I deliberately made myself ignore my pain, as much as possible, as I went through life. I still hurt, but left the pain I was feeling out of account (as much as possible) as I went about my life. (This was made much, much easier by the fact that the pain was relatively low-level. It might not be possible for a person in intense pain to use this method effectively.)
Training myself to this habit of thought was a slow, slow process, and I haven't always been successful. But I have been very stubborn about it. I will not be taken captive by pain. It's nothing but pain, a mere sense. The only power it has over me comes from my fear of it. To paraphrase, Frank Herbert, "Fear of pain is the life-killer." After all, it's nothing but pain.
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Date: 2023-06-20 01:59 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2023-06-20 02:10 am (UTC)