Magic Monday
Nov. 6th, 2022 11:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ecosophia
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Date: 2022-11-07 04:56 am (UTC)For practice background, I just began doing the course laid out in Paths of Wisdom four and a half weeks ago. On the recommendation of a more experienced occult practitioner I’ve also joined BOTA and begun its course, following work with the Sphere of Protection that began last December and included Cabala. Toward the end of my time with that routine, things were culminating with periods of alternating tension and release followed by an opening out into something. I’m not good with picking what details to include in my records so it’s not fully clear what was happening; it would be pretty hard to put into words anyway.
This, in turn, was preceded by about two years’ meditative work in the revived Kashmiri Shaiva tradition an various other experiments with religion and mysticism.
Not long ago I got promoted to a bar position at work and experienced a kind of clumsiness and felt dysfunction—with long strings of things going wrong—that I am not used to. I brushed it off as adjustment stress, until I noticed that whenever one guy I work with was present, not only were all the staff intimidated by him, but he had a tendency to take out his frustration on the young, nice, and naive. He is smarter and older than all the management, and I was his target type—unsuspecting of malice and tending to assume I’m responsible when anything around me goes wrong—until what I’m about to describe came about. It felt as if, since the promotion, a powerful spotlight were shining on me and every mistake I made. I assumed this was my own projection.
This man—let’s call him Jed—has a peculiar effect on naive young women, where they just seem to go out of whack after any significant interaction with him; and I’ve observed him tell the individuals involved—and others who might be threats to his job if he got on their bad side—blatant lies. Naive young men, on the other hand, just think he’s the coolest thing ever. I’m a gay man with not much work experience, so while I don’t fall into either of those categories, I share some characteristics with both.
Among the things I started to get scrutinized for was breaking glassware; it would just slip out of my hands or I’d bump into it in the most unexpected ways in the midst of trying to complete a self-imposed huge list of tasks I was allowed to believe was reasonable. The more anxiety I’d have about this, the more it would happen, the worse Jed’s attitude would be with me, the more in-the-right he’d seem, and the more incompetent I’d feel. At some point (I have to wear an earpiece) he forgot I was on mic and started blaming me unfairly over radio for an unfinished task to an impressionable supervisor, who has say over who gets laid off during the autumn staff cuts. (Previously he’d put picture in Slack of a dangerous mistake along these lines, in what I think was an attempt to get me fired). That was the last straw; I went upstairs and told him, without sass, that I hadn’t had time for it with everything else that’d been going on. All of a sudden his demeanor switched, like night and day, and he got very nice and pacifying—I’d never confronted him before.
On the same day or a proximate one—unfortunately I haven’t been keeping much record of all this—I was drinking a beer and venting to another co worker, and right when I got to something like the phrase, “…lets all of the blame fall on me,” he, several stools away, very slowly turned his head and looked at me out of the corner of his eye.
At my work employees get enormously charged with etheric energy during specific high pressure moments, when there are thick crowds. This is quite palpable and makes it hard to think straight. At these times I dimly observed what looked like Jed offloading his accreted “tension cloud” onto staff around him. I am among the most naturally absorbent there and realized that, if my observation was correct, I had been getting a large portion of his vented gunk. It clicked that over decades of doing what he does for a living, and trying to get the upper hand in restrictive life circumstances, he’d become expert at seeing into and dissimulating people, as well as manipulating psychic energy flows, in enterprise. Meanwhile I plop down in the midst of his realm carrying the energy of intensive daily magical practice, which he’d probably never encountered before; of course he would find my vibes threatening.
I then wrote a critical, but honest and unincendiary review of him that I knew he, the establishment’s owner, and management would see and left my name on it—something he must have thought was beyond me. This changed things. The tables turned and all of a sudden the incompetent feeling lifted, I felt overwhelming confidence, and the scrutiny stopped. Jed fell ill, and when he came back to work, he remarked that he hadn’t left his house in three days.
Concomitantly I felt a potent sense of freedom to act and expansion of self, as well as power; it felt like I had the level of influence he’d had previously. I wanted to use it positively; staff often come in recovering from nights out, on little sleep, or both, so a little deliberate presence, let alone assertiveness, goes a long way. I have to try hard to resist getting carried away with the feeling, when I do have the upper hand—the struggle between us is ongoing, and we have whole series’ of subtle interactions every time we work together. It’s exhausting. If I let down my guard I’ll feel the same diffident, off-kilter state beginning to descend; during shift change, for instance, when I’m about to get off and Jed’s just coming in, I’ll find myself spilling or breaking something when the team synergy and workflow up until then had proceeded without the least hiccup. Whenever he comes in, the whole vibe changes. I can’t see him altering his MO after 20 years.
At least one other person at work I’ll call Ted, who’s in a different department and exercises a similar kind of hypnotic influence over those around him, has done something similar to me (getting everyone, including myself, to suddenly see me in a negative light) in the past, when I worked with him. I didn’t know what it was at the time. He reminds me of a younger Jed, and I broke whatever he was doing in the same way, by talking about it out loud. The organization’s chart has a combust mercury. I felt him acting up again today as of late, I’ve finally felt comfortable prattling with him like I do others. Today I felt a switch and it seemed ill-received, followed by a sensation like a film of diffident queasiness descending over my experience of the world. His attacks, if that’s what they are, feel more depressive and not as much like a clumsy off-kilterness—and there are different but related reasons why he’d have it out for me. Right after I went home I did the banishing pentagram ritual—the feeling left. So I cast a long overdue geomancy chart under Chashmodai on “am I being psychically attacked?” Puer in the first and eigth houses, passing to the tenth. I could not have gotten a clearer confirmation of my conclusions after weeks of feeling it out. Several other figures translate and I’ll have to sus out what they’re doing, but that image alone hit me like a slap in the face. Is this seriously happening??
For the question--I have now been doing the Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram for a little over the month, and am having trouble telling whether I am left more open when I go to the work on days I do the invoking form. Is it equally protective? Also, how do you maintain power once you have it? There is a sense of the faucet being turned on and off. And my biggest concern--how do you avoid getting carried away with it and thwarting yourself?
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Date: 2022-11-07 05:14 am (UTC)Second, at this point I'd recommend going to the banishing version of the LRP every day and adding in the Middle Pillar exercise. That will strengthen and protect you considerably. Once you've got that down, start doing the Rose Cross ritual once a week as well. No, the invoking form of the LRP doesn't protect you in the same way. Maintaining power -- well, that takes a lot of practice, and one month is barely a start. As for not getting carried away, here again, practice!
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Date: 2022-11-07 05:41 am (UTC)I bought Chris Warnock's astrological magic course a while ago, but with my other commitments it's probably not realistic to begin work on it. I have a highly dignified Jupiter and the conning strikes me as Mercurial. Would buying a Jupiter talisman be an effective support here?
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Date: 2022-11-07 05:43 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2022-11-07 06:25 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2022-11-07 05:15 pm (UTC)They work really well. One thing that is popular back home along the same lines, in case you are interested, is getting a red piece of yarn or a red bracelet on the left hand and as you tie it, you pray over each knot or recite an incantation. e.g "I discern what I should allow into me, this bracelet protects me and guards the gate of my well-being". It works better if somebody else does it, but self-tying also works.
Usually, they sell them with an evil eye charm or a St. Benedict's medal on them. Eyes have a real pull on things, so a similar string is also tied to personal belongings that you don't want moving towards others --like a backpack when traveling. Mothers also use it with their newborns and young children. If it starts untying, it can be tied again but it should be changed. Untie it and dispose it, don't cut it with metal.
Another thing that is done out of the syncretism between Mesoamerican traditions and Christianity is doing a yauhtli (the fog plant, also used in the trad recipe of chocolate) or a mexican marigold cross "cruces de pericon" on Michaelmas eve and hanging it from the main entrance and the front of cars because it is said it is his day-off and the gates of hell (Or Mictlan, the Mexica underworld) are unguarded.
They were associated with the god Tlaloc in one of the codexes, either Badiano Libellus de Medicinalibus Indorum Herbis or Hernandez Rerum Medicarum Novae Hispaniae Thesaurus
They look something like this. A small bit, as it is an incense, burnt in a cauldron with coals also cleanses a place really fast an it is used from the cross when fights or grief happen in the house during that year, but this should be done with windows open as it creates a lot of smoke and it is mildly anethestic.
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Date: 2022-11-07 05:47 pm (UTC)Thanks
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Date: 2022-11-08 01:20 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2022-11-08 02:45 am (UTC)