I asked for Saturn's help to clear a lot of negative Karma regarding multiple things, one of which was relationships.
It seems to have worked, but I then screwed up badly--basically, a person I wanted a relationship with and whom I haven't spoken to in over a year actually called and asked me to meet her, and only after I declined (and pissed her off in doing so) did I realize that I rejected what quite literally may have been a gift from the gods.
Aside from accepting the fact that I am likely an evolutionary dead end, is there something I can do to atone to Saturn for this? I read your response a few weeks ago about sticking a $20 bill into an envelope on a Saturday, but this time around we are talking about making amends for a relationship, not for giving away money.
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branchandroot
Mea Culpa!
Date: 2025-01-13 08:15 am (UTC)I asked for Saturn's help to clear a lot of negative Karma regarding multiple things, one of which was relationships.
It seems to have worked, but I then screwed up badly--basically, a person I wanted a relationship with and whom I haven't spoken to in over a year actually called and asked me to meet her, and only after I declined (and pissed her off in doing so) did I realize that I rejected what quite literally may have been a gift from the gods.
Aside from accepting the fact that I am likely an evolutionary dead end, is there something I can do to atone to Saturn for this? I read your response a few weeks ago about sticking a $20 bill into an envelope on a Saturday, but this time around we are talking about making amends for a relationship, not for giving away money.
Thank you for any insights