I find myself interpreting a geomancy chart I have a strong emotional investment in.
I asked the geomantic oracles:
“Would you say it is a good idea to get my blue belt?”
1M Tristwych 2M Merch 3M Fordd 4M El’w 1D cyswyllt 2D bendith Fawr 3D cyswyllt 4D Fordd 1N Colled 2N Colled 3N el’w 4N carchar RW pobl LW Bendith Fach J bendith fach
I have a strong attachment to my Jiu Jitsu gym and want to at least get my blue belt, but ever since I departed for a time and returned I’ve had injuries that have prevented me making much progress. I also feel a lot of imposter syndrome. “Everyone else here is so cool! I wish I could be as cool and good at this as them!” Despite the fact that everyone has been nothing but friendly and supportive. (Aside from a brief period where I was asked not to roll when I shared I did not have them cvd vaccine) I enjoy the practice, but I also feel a lot of self imposed emotional pressure to be “good enough” by showing up as much as I possibly can.
At first glance I interpret this chart to mean I’m simply going with the flow, and getting the blue belt would be a minor if temporary blessing. Two bendith fach as left witness and judge being a weak yes.
But with the bardic grade geomantic input, two bendith fach and one pobl have a much darker interpretation. “disputes and illnesses, fevers, discords, envy, madness, and the loss of the thing asked about; it is unfortunate in questions concerning illness.”
Do you think the above interpretation suggested for multiple occurrences of bendith fach is applicable in this chart? (I’d like to believe it’s not but don’t want to delude myself) Do you have any insights for me?
I also cast one more chart with the question “would you say it is a good idea to not get my blue belt?” RW llosgworn y thraig J carchar LW Pen Y Thraig. Which I interpreted as a difficult ending makes space for a new beginning. I can post more details on that one if you feel it’s applicable.
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Geomancy shield chart question
Date: 2023-06-19 01:23 pm (UTC)I hope you are well,
I find myself interpreting a geomancy chart I have a strong emotional investment in.
I asked the geomantic oracles:
“Would you say it is a good idea to get my blue belt?”
1M Tristwych
2M Merch
3M Fordd
4M El’w
1D cyswyllt
2D bendith Fawr
3D cyswyllt
4D Fordd
1N Colled
2N Colled
3N el’w
4N carchar
RW pobl
LW Bendith Fach
J bendith fach
I have a strong attachment to my Jiu Jitsu gym and want to at least get my blue belt, but ever since I departed for a time and returned I’ve had injuries that have prevented me making much progress. I also feel a lot of imposter syndrome. “Everyone else here is so cool! I wish I could be as cool and good at this as them!” Despite the fact that everyone has been nothing but friendly and supportive. (Aside from a brief period where I was asked not to roll when I shared I did not have them cvd vaccine) I enjoy the practice, but I also feel a lot of self imposed emotional pressure to be “good enough” by showing up as much as I possibly can.
At first glance I interpret this chart to mean I’m simply going with the flow, and getting the blue belt would be a minor if temporary blessing. Two bendith fach as left witness and judge being a weak yes.
But with the bardic grade geomantic input, two bendith fach and one pobl have a much darker interpretation. “disputes and illnesses, fevers, discords, envy, madness, and the loss of the thing asked about; it is unfortunate in questions concerning illness.”
Do you think the above interpretation suggested for multiple occurrences of bendith fach is applicable in this chart? (I’d like to believe it’s not but don’t want to delude myself) Do you have any insights for me?
I also cast one more chart with the question “would you say it is a good idea to not get my blue belt?” RW llosgworn y thraig J carchar LW Pen Y Thraig. Which I interpreted as a difficult ending makes space for a new beginning. I can post more details on that one if you feel it’s applicable.
Thank you so much for your time and wisdom!
-WindMan