Open (More or Less) Post on Covid 96
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ecosophia
As we proceed through the second year of these open posts, it's pretty clear that the official narrative is cracking as the toll of deaths and injuries from the Covid vaccines rises steadily and the vaccines themselves demonstrate their total uselessness at preventing Covid infection or transmission. It's still important to keep watch over the mis-, mal- and nonfeasance of our self-proclaimed health gruppenfuehrers, and the disastrous results of the Covid mania, but I think it's also time to begin thinking about what might be possible as the existing medical industry reels under the impact of its own self-inflicted injuries. So it's time for another open post. The rules are the same as before:
1. If you plan on parroting the party line of the medical industry and its paid shills, please go away. This is a place for people to talk openly, honestly, and freely about their concerns that the party line in question is dangerously flawed and that actions being pushed by the medical industry et al. are causing injury and death. It is not a place for you to dismiss those concerns. Anyone who wants to hear the official story and the arguments in favor of it can find those on hundreds of thousands of websites.
2. If you plan on insisting that the current situation is the result of a deliberate plot by some villainous group of people or other, please go away. There are tens of thousands of websites currently rehashing various conspiracy theories about the Covid-19 outbreak and the vaccines. This is not one of them. What we're exploring is the likelihood that what's going on is the product of the same arrogance, incompetence, and corruption that the medical industry and its tame politicians have displayed so abundantly in recent decades. That possibility deserves a space of its own for discussion, and that's what we're doing here.
3. If you plan on using rent-a-troll derailing or disruption tactics, please go away. I'm quite familiar with the standard tactics used by troll farms to disrupt online forums, and am ready, willing, and able -- and in fact quite eager -- to ban people permanently for engaging in them here. Oh, and I also lurk on other Covid-19 vaccine skeptic blogs, so I'm likely to notice when the same posts are showing up on more than one venue.
4. If you don't believe in treating people with common courtesy, please go away. I have, and enforce, a strict courtesy policy on my blogs and online forums, and this is no exception. The sort of schoolyard bullying that takes place on so many other internet forums will get you deleted and banned here. Also, please don't drag in current quarrels about sex, race, religions, etc. No, I don't care if you disagree with that: my journal, my rules.
With that said, the floor is open for discussion.
Re: A moving description of the current suffering.....from cafelockeddown - down under
Date: 2023-06-09 02:48 pm (UTC)The awful truth my Mother realised too late
Interview with Tracey Mills by Michael Gray Griffith
(Filmed in Toowoomba, Australia)
Cafe Locked Out, March 1, 2023
https://rumble.com/v2begeu-the-awful-truth-my-mother-realised-too-late.html
TRANSCRIPT
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TRACEY MILLS: I believe that my mother was murdered by the vaccine. And I don't know what to do about that and where to start. And—
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Let's start at the beginning. First off, what's your mum's name?
TRACEY MILLS: My mum's name's Carrie.*
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: What was she like?
TRACEY MILLS: Very loving, caring, beautiful woman who wouldn't hurt a fly. Very clean-living. Didn't smoke, didn't drink. Healthy. Just about to have her 70th birthday.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: So she was a really healthy 70 years old.
TRACEY MILLS: Very. Very. There was no problems with Mum until basically the day had her vaccine. Couple of days later. So I know what it is.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: So let's start, so all the covid stuff happens and everything else. Did she believe everything that was happening?
TRACEY MILLS: No.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: When it first came out, she didn't believe it?
TRACEY MILLS: She believed— she she just wanted to live her life. And I knew very early on that there was something terribly wrong with the the narrative and the way they were pushing it, and mandating it, and coercing people. And—
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: What made you think that something was something wrong?
TRACEY MILLS: Ah, because it had never been done before.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Yeah.
TRACEY MILLS: And um, they, there's just such a shift in the, in the world right now that I knew that it was political. Um, and I think a lot of people just didn't get that the mainstream media was lying to them.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Was this instinct in you like an instinct as well intellectual or logic or was it both, or more logical?
TRACEY MILLS: I think I've had a healthy disregard to anything pharmaceutical. And Vioxx** nearly killed my father years before. Ah—
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: What's that?
TRACEY MILLS: Vioxx is a drug for blood pressure. And arthritis I think as well. And it was pulled by the pharmaceutical mob because it was just causing so much damage. And then my dad had a stroke because of it. He's still alive today, thank God. But, um, yeah, just I don't trust governments and I don't trust pharmaceuticals, so I thought I'd look into it a bit further. The more I looked, the more I found.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: And your mum was the same?
TRACEY MILLS: No. Not really. She, ah, she didn't— she believed mainstream media. And I tried to show her things and she was just dismissive. I don't know whether she didn't want to believe it or whether she really didn't believe that that everyone was lying. And she had family members, you know, forcing her, ah, not forcing her, but you know, saying, you're mad if you don't get it, and you know, you got to live your life. It was just so much pressure from everywhere.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Yeah.
TRACEY MILLS: And then she knew how against it I was. And then one day she just said, look, I've got something to tell you. I had the vaccine today. And I said, Oh, well, that's great.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: So which one did she have?
TRACEY MILLS: Pfizer.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: She just had the one?
TRACEY MILLS: Two.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: She had two. So after the first one, no problem?
TRACEY MILLS: No, not that I'd noticed. It was more after the second one that I noticed the change was within days.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Well, let's talk about the change. What did you notice?
TRACEY MILLS: Ah, so first of all, ah, she was getting nosebleeds. Really, really bad nosebleeds. She's never really had nosebleeds before. These nosebleeds weren't normal. They were like blood clotty. So big she'd have to throw her bedding out. And my father—
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Throw her bedding out!
TRACEY MILLS: Yes. Pillows, [inaudible], it was just just blood-soaked. And I thought straightaway, this is the beginning. And I didn't know—
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: What did she think it was?
TRACEY MILLS: She tried to dismiss everything that that that went along the whole time. So Mum was vaccinated in 2021 in June, and she died on the 6th of the 6, 22. So we're talking a year here of a lot of stuff going wrong. But that was just the beginning.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: So what else went wrong with that, and she— ?
TRACEY MILLS: So after the nosebleeds, I started to notice on her skin she had massive bruising all over her body. And she would say to me, I don't know where all this bruising's coming from. And they weren't normal bruises, they were risen, and they were really pronounced. They were just black, like like blood was coming to the surface. It was just, it was just the weirdest thing. And then—
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: What did doctors say?
TRACEY MILLS: Just dismissed her, the whole way through. After the blood clotting, my daughter noticed Mum wasn't breathing properly. She was laboring in her breath. And my daughter said, Grandma, are you alright? No, I can't breathe, I'm struggling breathing. And then, basically from there she went into kidney failure. Um, so she only had about 5-10% of kidney function [inaudible]
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Did she have any kidney issues before?
TRACEY MILLS: No.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Did she have any breathing issues before?
TRACEY MILLS: No.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: And bruising, blood, all of this was new?
TRACEY MILLS: All new. All new. Straight from the get-go. And then, um [starts to cry]. Sorry. Ah.
After the kidneys failed she went for dialysis and she was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease called IgA.*** So that was a diagnosis that we thought she might live through, because you could get dialysis three times a week and and still live and, you know, function somewhat and have some quality of life.
And then after that she just was sick every day. Vomiting every day. I was madly trying to find answers.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: What about tghe family and friends? Was anyone else concerned? And thinking,
what's going on?
TRACEY MILLS: Um, her— she did have friends and a partner at the time. I guess everyone helped, but nobody wanted to address the elephant in the room, except for me and and my brother because we knew that this wasn't going to go well.
So it was just a big fight to— I was so angry, I wanted to say some things to people and I couldn't. I went to the doctors with Mum and he just dismissed my concerns over what was causing it, basically telling me he was the doctor and, you know, how dare I.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Was he the one who gave it to her?
TRACEY MILLS: No. He wasn't. She actually got it done at the Baillie Henderson Hospital in her car, with her arm out the window. Huh.
And then, and then, she was in, she couldn't walk anymore, so now she's in a wheelchair. I think she had, um, I don't know how to pronounce it, but its called Guillain-Barré.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Yeah, Guillain-Barré syndrome.
TRACEY MILLS: Guillain-Barré syndrome.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: I know that because I interviewed someone else hat it, single mom, paralyzed.
TRACEY MILLS: Right. Um, I'm pretty sure she had that, um, because she couldn't feel her legs anymore. And I never got to the stage where, you know, everything was coming at us so fast, I never got to the stage where we went to get a diagnosis on that. Um.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: So it was a painful passing.
TRACEY MILLS: Very painful. Very horrific. Horrific passing. It was just short of a year of her second booster that that she passed away. And the whole time was just a nightmare.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Did she take the third?
TRACEY MILLS: No.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: And did she not want to take it herself?
TRACEY MILLS: The doctors suggested she didn't take the third.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Ah, so there's nothing to do with the vaccine, but don't take the third.
TRACEY MILLS: Correct. Correct. And Mum said, you'll be happy to know that I don't have to get a booster. I said, Mum, I would have been happier if you hadn't of got any.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: So how, what happened in the end?
TRACEY MILLS: In the end, um, we, she messaged me, I was at Woolly's. And she said, I'm not going to make the day. And I said, what do you mean, Mum? And she said, I'm going to die. And I said, I'll be there in a second. I was going there anywhere. I went there, called the ambulance—
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: She knew.
TRACEY MILLS: She knew. She knew. She also knew what caused it, in the end. That was very, very painful, that she knew in the end.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: What did she say? How do you know? Did she tell you?
TRACEY MILLS: Because she said to me— my mum never swore in her life, but she said to me, it was that fu*king vaccine. And I said, It doesn't matter, Mum, it doesn't matter now. It's too late. [crying] Because it's already there. Can't take it out. [crying] So she knew that she'd made a terrible mistake. She shouldn't have it. [crying] Anyway.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Did she say anything else, like, she was angry or anything? Or she said that?
TRACEY MILLS: She was angry, but she was too sick and we were too concentrated on getting her better,
than to be angry, we just had to keep going.
And then the ambulance took her away. And I wasn't even allowed into the hospital at that time. Well, she had many trips to the hospital, but this was her last trip. And she was sitting up in bed the night before, talking to my daughter and I, and she was now in nappies and couldn't, couldn't help herself, and she was laughing with my daughter and I about this silly nappy that she had on, and we were just joking about, you know, we just thought there was still a chance she could live. But the doctors rang me up at 3 in the morning, and said, you need to come in. Would you like your mother resuscitated? I'm like, I didn't even know what they were talking about. And I said, I'll come in. So I went.
At this stage, we were just allowed back into the hospital. Like, just. And I went in there and they said, basically they'd found blood clots all through, on her heart.
And it's like, they didn't even check, like, I'd been talking to the doctors about blood clots because I knew that's what what, what happened to a lot of people and he wouldn't even do a d-dimer test or anything. They just treated me like I was some sort of idiot. And eventually, it was the blood clot that killed her. A massive one on the heart.
But also leading up to that there were, there were other red flags. She was, um, she was bleeding vaginally, and she was 69, so that's impossible. She was clotting up the dialysis machines with blood clots, and they had to pull the dialysis machines apart and and clean them out. And Mum said to me, oh, the nurses said they' never seen that before, they're white blood clots, they don't even look like blood clots. And I knew, I knew at that moment, that was in March before she died, I knew she was going to die. So I kind of had prepared myself. But you can never fully prepare yourself.
And that, that's what happened. It was just a whole year. It was like she was poisoned.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Did she say anything in the end?
TRACEL MILLS: The doctors came in and said that they had to turn the machines off. And she just went, what?! She couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe it. [crying] And I said, there's just nothing they can do, Mum. And she's like, what?! She couldn't understand it. And they weren't even going to try. It was like, and they just turned the machines off and just kept the morphine up to her, but even that wasn't doing the trick. And I just had to watch her slowly die over the next 24 hours.
But I'd been watching her slowly die for a year. And I'll never forgive them. And I'll never forget, ever.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: What's happened since? Did they do an autopsy?
TRACEY MILLS: They said there was no point doing an autopsy because—
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Why was there no point in doing an autopsy!
TRACEY MILLS: Because they already knew why she died. And I guess we were so grief stricken at the time.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: Of course.
TRACEY MILLS: You think about things later that I should have, I should have done this, and I should have done that, but at the time you're just trying to deal with the second— [crying] — Oh, sorry!
And there's plenty of things we should have done. I think I should have sat her down before she went and did something like got the vaccine, and made a stronger argument.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: You can't do that. I'm sorry, you can't do that. You're up against —
TRACEY MILLS: A machine.
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: A machine. A marketing propaganda machine.
TRACEY MILLS: And that's exactly what it was and she believed it. She believed that that they had her best interests at heart and the doctors know best and the government knows best and—
MICHAEL GRAY GRIFFITH: How's your family since?
TRACEY MILLS: Ah, we have a very large family, so, um, it's myself and my brother just in our little group, but I've lived in Toowoomba my whole life, so million cousins and aunts and uncles, big family there. I haven't really seen anyone. I've kept fairly quiet, to myself, um, just my brother and I talk. And of course we had to go through all Mum's personal items and, you know, sell her house, so I guess we were so busy in that first few months we didn't have a lot of time to think about where were we going to go for action. But it's now been about six months— sorry I need a tissue— that I guess it's really kicked in to what's happened, and you know, Mum was 69, she wasn't a young woman, but she was nowhere near an old woman, and they had no right to take one second of her life.
And then I hear all the stories about everybody else. The kids, just breaks my heart, that are dying.
So basically, we just live day by day, trying to get some accountability, hoping that someone's going to pay for their crimes. But I don't know. I don't know whether they will. I hope so.
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TRANSCRIBER'S NOTES:
*Spelling of name unconfirmed.
** Vioxx
See "Timeline: The Rise and Fall of Vioxx" by Snigdha Prakash and Vikki Valentine, November 10, 2007
https://www.npr.org/2007/11/10/5470430/timeline-the-rise-and-fall-of-vioxx
From that article:
"Shortly before the FDA approved Vioxx in 1999, drug maker Merck launched a study it hoped would prove that Vioxx was superior to older painkillers, because it caused fewer gastrointestinal problems. Instead, the study would eventually show Vioxx could be deadly, causing heart attacks and strokes. Five years after Vioxx's launch, Merck withdrew the drug from the market. By that time, Merck had sold billions of dollars of the drug worldwide."
***IgA is immunoglobulin A.
See IgA Nephropathy https://www.niddk.nih.gov/health-information/kidney-disease/iga-nephropathy