First, yes, this kind of thing happens all the time. Seriously, All. The. Time. It's normal, and in societies less clueless than ours, it's recognized and everyone knows how to deal with it.
Second, at this point I'd recommend going to the banishing version of the LRP every day and adding in the Middle Pillar exercise. That will strengthen and protect you considerably. Once you've got that down, start doing the Rose Cross ritual once a week as well. No, the invoking form of the LRP doesn't protect you in the same way. Maintaining power -- well, that takes a lot of practice, and one month is barely a start. As for not getting carried away, here again, practice!
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Date: 2022-11-07 05:14 am (UTC)Second, at this point I'd recommend going to the banishing version of the LRP every day and adding in the Middle Pillar exercise. That will strengthen and protect you considerably. Once you've got that down, start doing the Rose Cross ritual once a week as well. No, the invoking form of the LRP doesn't protect you in the same way. Maintaining power -- well, that takes a lot of practice, and one month is barely a start. As for not getting carried away, here again, practice!