Toward Ecosophy

I was talking with a guy from work who had a horrific reaction to the vax and almost died. While in the hospital hanging on for dear life he felt completely disconnected from god, transforming him from semi-religious into an obnoxious atheist. Our conversation on the subject began when he started choking like a cat trying to cough of up a hairball. He said it happens to him regularly now, which is pretty terrifying. Also the part of his personalty that made him charming despite his numerous faults is rapidly disappearing and now he's becoming more belligerent. It's like a six year old trapped in a sixty year old body. He reminds me of the descending beast on The Wheel card. I think I'm actually witnessing someone being dragged off to hell, and it's probably time for another banishing ritual tonight because after hanging out too long in his atmosphere I feel kinda gross.