"Very oftem people take up procrastination because one or both of their parents routinely put them in double-binds where no matter what they did, it was wrong. If that's what's going on here, bringing those double-binds back up into consciousness is a good way to shake off the habit, because as an adult you can realize what you couldn't realize as a child: you didn't do anything wrong."
This was my situation.
Plus when I was in elementary school, if I got my work done early, the teacher gave me more work to do. I didn't even realize that as an adult I was playing the procrastination game with myself because of that too.
And then there's that enjoyment of the adrenaline rush of finishing things heroically at the last minute that I also enjoyed.
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branchandroot
Re: Sacred Geometry, Divination and Meditation
Date: 2022-11-28 09:10 pm (UTC)This was my situation.
Plus when I was in elementary school, if I got my work done early, the teacher gave me more work to do. I didn't even realize that as an adult I was playing the procrastination game with myself because of that too.
And then there's that enjoyment of the adrenaline rush of finishing things heroically at the last minute that I also enjoyed.