I have been reading your book on polarity magic, especially the section on group working. I'd like to run a situation by you.
For a year I attended a trad Latin Rite parish, and have since moved on. When I was a member they had a small convent community living in a house next door, and the Sisters, mostly quite young, regularly attended the services. After I left, that convent moved to another state.
A few months ago I visited that parish again on a Sunday and had a very eerie and negative experience. It felt like there was light up in the altar area, but the congregation area felt dry, dead, hollowed-out black like ashes, and the people around me felt like grey shells. I have had an aversion to going back there since then.
Note that one of the main reasons I left that parish was the lack of any community, bonding or warmth from the people around me there.
Now this could be my hallucinating my own reactions onto the church, but your polarity book makes me wonder if something has gone sour with the polarity energies there. I suspect it is related to the convent sisters having left, but it feels like the place has dried up and is now sucking energy.
Does my reaction make sense? If it does, then choosing a local church (or any sort of worship community) is a step that takes a lot of care and discernment.
church energy gone bad?
For a year I attended a trad Latin Rite parish, and have since moved on. When I was a member they had a small convent community living in a house next door, and the Sisters, mostly quite young, regularly attended the services. After I left, that convent moved to another state.
A few months ago I visited that parish again on a Sunday and had a very eerie and negative experience. It felt like there was light up in the altar area, but the congregation area felt dry, dead, hollowed-out black like ashes, and the people around me felt like grey shells. I have had an aversion to going back there since then.
Note that one of the main reasons I left that parish was the lack of any community, bonding or warmth from the people around me there.
Now this could be my hallucinating my own reactions onto the church, but your polarity book makes me wonder if something has gone sour with the polarity energies there. I suspect it is related to the convent sisters having left, but it feels like the place has dried up and is now sucking energy.
Does my reaction make sense? If it does, then choosing a local church (or any sort of worship community) is a step that takes a lot of care and discernment.