Your gift may eventually turn out to be some freak corollary to cleaning toilets without complaining in order to be given a better assignment later, but I think it is much more likely that you've been gifted this ability because it lines up perfectly with where you are in your soul's development. Your goddess had all of humanity to choose from; she probably did not make any divine mistake in choosing you. Healing is quite an amazing gift, and you may in due course find yourself unexpectedly thrilled by the possibilities it can open up in your life. Have you tried using it on yourself yet, say by practicing some purposeful yawning when you're all alone? The clearer you yourself are of blockages, the easier it will be for you to then clear others' blockages without their anxiety knocking you out or causing you any unwelcome discomfort.
Those myriad blockages in all of us are not only a part of the reason why we behave as badly as we do; they're the better part of that reason. We come into each incarnation as refreshed and cleared of blockages as we'll ever be (excluding those sad beings whose higher self got so overwhelmed that it fled from incarnation, leaving a demon-sized void where their higher self had once been.) The subsequent process of living our lives includes a steady increase in the number of parasites feeding on our energies, until the boon of death once again frees us from all those energetic encumbrances. We're not that different from a healthy little acorn growing up into a mighty oak, which serves as host to an entire ecosystem of fungi, bacteria, other plants, bugs, and animals, both symbiotic and parasitic, until enough of the tree's defenses have once again gotten compromised for it to die, starting the process over anew.
Your goddess must have recognized that our world could really benefit from a considerable amount of healing just now. Although the most egregious of the bad behavior always comes from the folks whose higher self got replaced by a demon, there is little you can do to heal the remaining part of their suffering souls for as long as they are held hostage by that demon. Higher selves who chose to jump into the void simply failed at incarnation. Their souls then have to go through a very dark sequence of incarnations in order to learn all the lessons necessary for them to finally oust their demon, rekindle a higher self, and resist the lure of the void the next time round. Unless your goddess should initiate their healing herself, do not ever try to heal one those basket cases, as they will ruthlessly attack you if you extend any blessing in their cursed direction. If you get a decidedly creepy vibe from anyone, don't go there.
There are plenty of suffering people, complete with higher selves, for you to heal without any of the demon's perpetual blowback... and it can be quite perpetual! The demon-replaced are miserably, vindictively tenacious and malicious. Since clinical psychotherapy tends to frown upon any mention of demons, it came up with more palatable euphemisms like sociopath and psychopath, which tend to work pretty well too! Our world will not end up getting healed by saving rudderless souls like Anthony Fauci or Bill Gates, but rather through healing whatever cruel blockages those demons have inflicted on all of the average folks you interact with every day.
Your goddess has given you the ability to heal energy blockages in people, places, and who knows what else. Unless and until she gives you more directions, you get to choose where to focus your considerable gift. Will you heal yourself, your loved ones, your favorite places, your acquaintances, your garden, your guardian angel, your community, or entities as yet unimagined? What little corner of the divinity that surrounds us all were you sent here to heal?
Re: Healing unintentionally
Those myriad blockages in all of us are not only a part of the reason why we behave as badly as we do; they're the better part of that reason. We come into each incarnation as refreshed and cleared of blockages as we'll ever be (excluding those sad beings whose higher self got so overwhelmed that it fled from incarnation, leaving a demon-sized void where their higher self had once been.) The subsequent process of living our lives includes a steady increase in the number of parasites feeding on our energies, until the boon of death once again frees us from all those energetic encumbrances. We're not that different from a healthy little acorn growing up into a mighty oak, which serves as host to an entire ecosystem of fungi, bacteria, other plants, bugs, and animals, both symbiotic and parasitic, until enough of the tree's defenses have once again gotten compromised for it to die, starting the process over anew.
Your goddess must have recognized that our world could really benefit from a considerable amount of healing just now. Although the most egregious of the bad behavior always comes from the folks whose higher self got replaced by a demon, there is little you can do to heal the remaining part of their suffering souls for as long as they are held hostage by that demon. Higher selves who chose to jump into the void simply failed at incarnation. Their souls then have to go through a very dark sequence of incarnations in order to learn all the lessons necessary for them to finally oust their demon, rekindle a higher self, and resist the lure of the void the next time round. Unless your goddess should initiate their healing herself, do not ever try to heal one those basket cases, as they will ruthlessly attack you if you extend any blessing in their cursed direction. If you get a decidedly creepy vibe from anyone, don't go there.
There are plenty of suffering people, complete with higher selves, for you to heal without any of the demon's perpetual blowback... and it can be quite perpetual! The demon-replaced are miserably, vindictively tenacious and malicious. Since clinical psychotherapy tends to frown upon any mention of demons, it came up with more palatable euphemisms like sociopath and psychopath, which tend to work pretty well too! Our world will not end up getting healed by saving rudderless souls like Anthony Fauci or Bill Gates, but rather through healing whatever cruel blockages those demons have inflicted on all of the average folks you interact with every day.
Your goddess has given you the ability to heal energy blockages in people, places, and who knows what else. Unless and until she gives you more directions, you get to choose where to focus your considerable gift. Will you heal yourself, your loved ones, your favorite places, your acquaintances, your garden, your guardian angel, your community, or entities as yet unimagined? What little corner of the divinity that surrounds us all were you sent here to heal?
— Christophe