Regarding Essene exorcism and associated blowback:
We’re not supposed to talk about our works but in this case things seem to have gone off the rails and hopefully my experience can help others avoid unnecessary mistakes. The ritual was going smooth right up until the end where I invoked the person’s gods to protect them. At that moment there was an electrical explosion outside and the power flashed off and back on. I took it as a sign of success, but the next day I had zero energy. Two days later I was battling one of the worst viruses that I can remember and am still not out of the woods yet.
My competing hypotheses on what went wrong:
1. Didn’t build up enough energy with the breathing technique and ended up draining my own battery.
2. Weightlifter syndrome: stacked on too many plates that I wasn’t ready for.
3. Accidentally invoked the person’s gods when I should have done angels. (Maybe they conflicted with my healer god?)
4. Raspberry Jam: Since childhood I’ve also been dealing with a demonic attachment. I’ve learned to make it go sit in a corner and sulk, but is it possible that mine got removed as well?
5. I have an addiction. It’s a small one but maybe I wasn’t ethically pure enough for the procedure.
6. The other entity was simply too powerful from their ritual work and I got sucker punched, but I haven’t yet been able to verify if host benefitted from the ritual because we are out of contact.
7. I drank a beer after, probably should have just gone to bed but I was pretty excited.
8. This possibility just came to mind and is by far takes the cringe cake, but when I saw him and the other object next to him (a large blue sphere) I thought “okay that must be the entity” but something about his form didn’t look right. He appeared an ashy dark brown and had his shoulders hunched over and eyes closed like he was exhausted and taking a standing nap. Could it be that the blue sphere was actually his soul that got pushed out by the vax, and I short circuited the healing ceremony by attempting to remove something I wasn’t supposed to?
Any insight you have that would help me make sense of the matter is greatly appreciated.
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We’re not supposed to talk about our works but in this case things seem to have gone off the rails and hopefully my experience can help others avoid unnecessary mistakes. The ritual was going smooth right up until the end where I invoked the person’s gods to protect them. At that moment there was an electrical explosion outside and the power flashed off and back on. I took it as a sign of success, but the next day I had zero energy. Two days later I was battling one of the worst viruses that I can remember and am still not out of the woods yet.
My competing hypotheses on what went wrong:
1. Didn’t build up enough energy with the breathing technique and ended up draining my own battery.
2. Weightlifter syndrome: stacked on too many plates that I wasn’t ready for.
3. Accidentally invoked the person’s gods when I should have done angels. (Maybe they conflicted with my healer god?)
4. Raspberry Jam: Since childhood I’ve also been dealing with a demonic attachment. I’ve learned to make it go sit in a corner and sulk, but is it possible that mine got removed as well?
5. I have an addiction. It’s a small one but maybe I wasn’t ethically pure enough for the procedure.
6. The other entity was simply too powerful from their ritual work and I got sucker punched, but I haven’t yet been able to verify if host benefitted from the ritual because we are out of contact.
7. I drank a beer after, probably should have just gone to bed but I was pretty excited.
8. This possibility just came to mind and is by far takes the cringe cake, but when I saw him and the other object next to him (a large blue sphere) I thought “okay that must be the entity” but something about his form didn’t look right. He appeared an ashy dark brown and had his shoulders hunched over and eyes closed like he was exhausted and taking a standing nap. Could it be that the blue sphere was actually his soul that got pushed out by the vax, and I short circuited the healing ceremony by attempting to remove something I wasn’t supposed to?
Any insight you have that would help me make sense of the matter is greatly appreciated.