I like that! I think I do need a different angle instead of thinking way too much and being impatient about changing my life. I am being too hard on myself. It is okay to just focus on something else other than changing my life. I have even forgotten how to have fun! Yes, I don't like it but it isn't like I can solve it by overdoing it, which is what my anxiety is in a way. Hmm. This makes me think. Thank you :-)