When I wasn't allowed to go in restaurants because of my *not-suicidal & not-a-sucker* status not once did I look in the window and see people laughing and drinking and eating and think, 'I hope you die.' But there were times I saw newspaper headlines and twitter postings wishing for something terrible to happen to me. The ball is rolling now and a lot of vicious, virtuous, 'successful' people are going to bite the dust. I take no joy from it.