Someone wrote in [personal profile] ecosophia 2022-08-18 03:45 pm (UTC)

Re: Yep yep yep, it sucks

it's me, erika, who was excited by the idea of an unvaxxed group. i don't CARE if vaxxed come in. in fact, my entire modus operandi is not to exclude and even if something good ever got going economically and artistically, i wouldn't fear "FBI" or narcs because if you're PRETTY ENOUGH the fun one, it's more likely they'll run away to live with "the indians" and at least defend you.

i've had such things happen on the low by accident and just being myself. i'm clean when i'm honest even and especially about MY evils.

but here in SF, man... a non-vax support group? WOW... i'd be more worried about being assassinated over myself being "too exclusive."

i'm the niggra here and have always been wherever i go whatever age i've been.

worrying about being "exclusive" and not inviting EVERYONE in is not my problem as it's more likely to keep the slaves from plotting and being illegal for 2 or more to meet up.

this stuff cuts back on ourselves when we wanna be TOO NICE.

nah. over it. after my visit to the hospital i realize this ain't ending ANY TIME soon, and in fact is a full on THING now. the hate the masks the bitterness the misery.

maybe NEXT spring i'll be ready to start something LOCAL. i actually think "unvax" meetings are INCLUSIVE. it's like al-anon... anyone can come but we're taking care of the OUTSIDERS' pain and need for connection.

in fact, i'd LOVE it if vaxxed came to learn and listen and talk with us not AT us.

but it's hella LONELY and i'm worried it's all far from over because the hate rage and fear is still white hot even if temporarily silenced a bit.

but they're about to lose MORE of their stuff because of the ratchet down, but they're not gonna like it and they'll lash out as they still very much are.

so yeah... i hear you and thank you for the Baldwin warning not to re-niggrify anyone else. i think we're FAR from that concern at this point.

many of us are well-worn niggras and know the game and pitfalls.
gotta go!

breakfast time!

x

erika

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