Oh it was not anything you said don't worry but thank you for saying it! :-) I am just a little too self-conscious just now due to some sort of a lot of journaling going on on my end and that leaks sometimes. I can't but agree with you again, we are all in this and giving in to fear and despair can't do any good. That is why I memorizes both quotes above as well as some bits from the Enchiridion. Dealing with it really is top-rate mental and emotional training, that's something good to get out of this, given that my generation is basically one of the most fragile our species has ever created and I really don't want that aspect of my generation to stick with me.