I have a very weird synchronistic clock with your blogs. I just started reading The Occult Roots of Nazism yesterday!
Oog. May the Gods save us, may the Gods save us all. This whole thing is proving challenging for me, too many people I love have taken those things with glee. I pray every day for their well-being, talking to them is pointless now, I have no recourse and I have no leverage and as things start to happen it becomes harder. The other day someone I know literally said she felt empty inside and that on her dreams she would feel possessed by a demon and unbearable anxiety unable to scream my name for help. My gut twisted into a knot.
Sigh.
"I must not fear Fear is the mind killer Fear is the little death the brings total obliteration I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
Fear is failure and the beginning of failure. Therefore be thou without fear. For in the heart of the coward, virtue abideth not; and he that trembleth at the fire and the flood and the shadows of the air hath no part in God."
Re: Mood change?
Oog. May the Gods save us, may the Gods save us all. This whole thing is proving challenging for me, too many people I love have taken those things with glee. I pray every day for their well-being, talking to them is pointless now, I have no recourse and I have no leverage and as things start to happen it becomes harder. The other day someone I know literally said she felt empty inside and that on her dreams she would feel possessed by a demon and unbearable anxiety unable to scream my name for help. My gut twisted into a knot.
Sigh.
"I must not fear
Fear is the mind killer
Fear is the little death the brings total obliteration
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.
Fear is failure and the beginning of failure. Therefore be thou without fear. For in the heart of the coward, virtue abideth not; and he that trembleth at the fire and the flood and the shadows of the air hath no part in God."